Their broken Princess novel Chapter 43

Carina's pov

'' You can't run '' , He said i removed my hands from his grip and stared at him

'' I will look Daniel's dead because of me what are you even doing close to me you will probably end up like him i killed him open your damn eyes and see you hate me i destroyed a family a fucking family i am messed up i am fucking messed up and i don't deserve to live '' , i Said the rain pouring on us Blaze looked at me sadly , he tried to grab my hand i moved away

'' No you di'' , I cut him by laughing painfully

'' Stop it i am tired of your pity party you and my family make me feel like i am some fragile glass i am tired and i need a distraction '' , I snapped drugs is my distraction and Alcohol when i used to take them i will feel like i am alone , Ana isn't different we took them without Sam knowing

'' Don't you dare take those things Carina we can took about this '' , He said i shook my head and ran off like how always do i went to the one place i will lose myself the bad part of New York

[AN; She lives in New York]

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I drank the seventh or the tenth glass i don't know how much i drank , the coke i bought is in my pocket i am debating whether to take it or not

'' Okay that's enough'' , The bartender said , i smiled lazily and put my glass for him to add more