"nan, i'm a hundred years younger than you and i'm pretty sure i can knit better than that," adrian rolls his eyes but hugs the loosely knitted sweater close to his chest, the fabric smelling both strangely and comfortingly like his grandmother—a faint scent of roses and a specific brand of detergent that she buys from the pits that were located deep somewhere in the northern part of england.
"okay you cheeky little thing, you don't have to abuse your nan like that," she pinches his left cheek and adrian scrunches his nose in response, leaning in the opposite direction so his cheek is free of the assault.
"mum! how many sugars in your tea?" noah yells from the kitchen, abel 's cheeks flushing just by the sound of it, and he shifts his body closer to the edge of the dining table to hide more of himself. he had been trying not to act suspicious and give away anything to noah's mum, but it was getting harder every second noah pretended to enjoy their family gathering with abel present in the same room. he knew him just being there was taking a toll on every breath that encased noah's lungs.
"one please! i'm trying to tone it down," kathryn muttered, and adrian just giggled in response, shifting his chair more towards her so he could rest his head on her shoulder. the older woman just smiled adoringly, lacing her fingers through his textured hair and pressing an affectionate kiss to his forehead.
"oh abel! i almost forgot, i made you your favourite cookies!" she broke the uncomfortable silence, reaching into her bag and pulling out a medium sized tupperware container and placing it on the table, her eyebrows furrowing when she noticed the uninterested expression on abel 's face. he looked as if he didn't even acknowledge he was being talked to—his eyes focused on the silver salt shaker in the middle of the dining table, his thumbs overlapping one another again and again, and his lips pursed.
"abel?" kathryn waved her hand in front of his face and then there it was, the lost expression startling all at once and the most heartbreaking of smiles on his face as he looked at her, eyes dim and devoid of colour.
"sorry i got—what were you saying?" his voice is anything but himself. there is no youth, no zeal in his tone, it sounds just as broken as he looks—carrying the weight of lethargy from something unknown to her.
"i," she paused for a moment before pushing the container of cookies across the table towards him. "made cookies for you, i know you love them," she smiled, soft crinkles forming next to her eyes and faint dimples carving in her cheeks.
"thank you, mum—mrs. lester, you didn't have to," abel bites his tongue, and kathryn brushes it off with a comforting smile.
"oh come on! look at you, as if you've never called me mum before," she leaned over and ruffled the frizzy mess of curls. "i have equal custody over you and noah," she states in a clipped tone and abel offers her half a smile.
not for long, he thinks but doesn't say it. there are a lot of things about which he is just thinking and not saying. most of them involve noah.
"you are like a super mum," adrian giggled into the older woman's shoulder and kathryn looked over at him with a confused smile. "i mean, you're everyone's mum," he stated as if it was a known fact, and she agreed with a small shrug of her shoulders.
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