"It's okay as long as you’re happy." Carl smiled. He pursued her for a long time. He already had no expectation and just hoped she was happy.
"Your own happiness can be controlled by yourself. I will not stop you."
"What are you talking about? Don't you think I really have anything to do with Ryan?" Micky was embarrassed but she never thought about being Ryan's wife.
"What if Bonnie was your baby and Ryan was your ex-husband? Will you remarry him?" Carl asked.
Micky was a little astonished by his question. It seemed that Carl knew something else.
"What do you mean by that?"
"I had already thought that some day you will not be able to give up your baby. But you have to be clear that you has died once before. You have said you want to give up Ryan and don’t want to have relationship with him anymore. Well, just forget it. Follow your heart. After all, you two already have a son.”
Carl was helpless, but he won't make Micky embarrassed. Just let it be natural. Who knew if she would hate herself when they deliberately concealed her to restore her memory. Through it all, Carl couldn’t made any decision for Micky.
Micky was confused of Carl’s words. Was everything true if Carl also said so? At this moment, Micky rejected Ryan inwardly. If Ryan really failed to live up to her and had done something unforgivable, she would have no reason to stay with Ryan. Thinking about it, Micky didn’t allow Ryan to come into her house when Ryan sent her home.
“What happen?”
Standing before the door, Ryan asked.
Micky became embarrassed, "Please leave here with Bonnie and don't show up here again."
"Why?" Ryan frowned. "Did Carl say anything to you?"
"That is what I want to ask you. Did you do something bad for your ex-wife?" Micky asked coldly.
Ryan pursed his lips and kept silent. He didn't know how to answer her questions.
"You did something that was sorry to your ex-wife, and she later died for you. Then you pursue me because I look a bit like your ex-wife. What do you plan to do after chasing me? Are you going to kill me again?Ryan, you are so filthy inside! "
Ryan stood for a long time sadly. Bonnie shook Ryan's hand and asked with grievance, "Is mummy going to abandon us?"
Hugging Bonnie up, Ryan smiled again, "No, your mommy is mad at me. She still loves you."
When Micky in the room heard Bonnie's words, she felt more aggrieved. Why did she hurt a child who might be her son. Struggling whether to go out to see them, Micky bit her lips but she still couldn't lose her reasonable mind. She had to figure out who was Bonnie’s mother. Then she would know how to do next.
Micky's previous memory was gone. After waking up, she only saw Carl accompanying with her. She didn't know who she was or what happened. Carl told her that it was a rebirth for her because she had walked through the edge of the death. She had no memory, but she didn’t feel lonely as if she did not want to remember the past memory.
Today, when Carl said that, she felt her relationship with Ryan was extremely sad and oppressive.
Micky stayed at the door of Carl's house all night. The next day, Carl was astounded when he came out and saw Micky. He let Micky come inside immediately. Micky looked so drawn that she couldn't show any spirits because she didn't fall asleep all night. What she just wanted to ask was what exactly happened between her and Ryan.
"Carl, don't lie to me. Who I am? What is the relationship between Ryan and me? I want you to tell me the truth, it is important for me." Micky asked firmly.
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