Chapter 42
The bed shook as Thea tried to stifle her sobs. The pillow was wet from all the tears she shed in silence. “Hey, darling, what’s wrong?” Kai said.
The triplets caressed her until she could speak.
“I didn’t shift,” Thea finally said. “What if I’m human?”
“Then nothing changes,” Alaric said.
“You’re still our mate if you’re human,” Conri said. “We love you no matter what.”
“Can a human even be goddess gifted?” Thea said.
“I don’t see why not. If werewolves can have humans as mates, which they do all the time, the goddess can choose humans to be gifted,” Alaric said.
“I have two werewolf parents from long lines of werewolves. Alphas at that. Why wouldn’t I have a wolf?”
“Maybe it’s too much magic for one person to handle?” Conri said.
“You could still shift. It doesn’t have to be the day you turn eighteen,” Kai said.
“Have you ever heard of anyone shifting if they didn’t on their birthday?” Thea said. The triplets were silent. “ This is why I didn’t feel the matebond before like you guys did. I don’t have a wolf. We have to tell your parents.”
“Why? What do you mean?” Conri said.
“They may want to cancel the mating ceremony,” Thea said.
“Not a chance,” Alaric said.
“They love you,” Conri said.
“It’s not up to them who our mate is,” Kai said.
“Let’s just tell them and see what they say,” Thea said. The four showered, got dressed, then made their way down to the Alpha’s office. He was already in there with Luna Ada and Thea’s parents.
“Are you ready for tonight?” Luna Ada said. “Hmm. Those bruises should have healed by now.”
“Alpha, Luna, Mom, Dad,” Thea said. Her voice broke. “ Before you say anything else, I have to tell you. I didn’t shift. I think I’m human.”
They all looked at her, thinking, mind linking. She realized she would never mind link with them, with anyone, and suddenly she understood the people who talked about broken hearts. She felt sharp pain inside her chest. A heaviness settled on her. It made it difficult to stand upright, to breathe, to move. Tears spilled over. She wiped her cheeks, but the tears wouldn’t stop coming.
Her mother jumped up, hurried over, and wrapped Thea tight in her arms. This was the first time any of their parents had seen Thea cry.
“Mom, I don’t have a wolf,” Thea said, sobbing. The pain in her voice reached everyone in the room. Their hearts ached for her.
The triplets could feel her emotions through the matebond, and tears fell from their eyes. Their wolves howled and whimpered in their minds.
“I don’t know why, but this must be the will of the goddess,” Alpha Ulric said. “I know it hurts, but do you still feel up to the mating ceremony tonight?”
Thea turned her head to face him but stayed in her mother’s embrace.
“You still want to go through with it?” Thea said, voice shaking.
“Of course. Nothing has changed. You’re my sons’ mate. Being human doesn’t change that.”
“You’ve already taken better care of this pack than most Lunas with wolves ever do,” Luna Ada said. “You’re a strong leader. Nothing has changed.”
“We love you no matter what, my daughter,” Beta Walter said. “We don’t know everything there is to know about goddess gifted. Maybe they don’t follow the same rules as everyone else. I do believe you have a wolf, but she’s not ready to come out yet. Even if she never comes, nothing has changed.”
“Maybe this is why you have three mates,” her mother said. |
“Because I’ll be a liability my whole life?” Thea said, fresh tears falling.
“We still don’t know the extent of your magic,” Alpha Ulric said. “Or much about goddess gifts at all. It could be that the gift takes the place of the wolf. It could be that it takes longer for your body to mature, and your wolf will come in the future. It could be any number of things. We just don’t know. One thing we all know is that you strengthen this pack. The moon goddess herself came and blessed you and the room of men who swore their lives to protect yours. I know it hurts right now. I can’t imagine not having my wolf. What did the goddess say to you during the ceremony?”
Thea took a deep, ragged breath to calm her crying. Her voice still wavered. “She said to be patient, have faith, follow my instincts. My path won’t be easy, but I’m the one who has to walk it.” Living in the werewolf world as a human wouldn’t be easy. It would be impossibly painful.
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