"However, missing this piece is not a loss for me."
Elinor stared at Victor's dark pupils, as if she was facing the universe, "I have been losing all my life, I don't mind this."
After saying this, Elinor was surprisingly calm, as if an onlooker.
Hypocritical? So what? She didn't hurt anyone.
She is fortunate enough if this world doesn't hurt her.
Elinor looked at Victor's face, "Since my childhood, I have got nothing but malice. Victor, do you understand? In addition to my biological mother's insulting and satire, you are the largest source of my pain and sufferings."
The largest source, the person she loves.
As a result, during so many years, she acted as a fragile person who always compromised. She endured those pains and habitually accept all those things. However, her endurance was the silent resistance. She enjoyed the love with pains, she loved being suffered for Victor, she liked making herself numb and losing herself. It seemed that she could feel that she was alive only in this way. She could still feel painful for someone after being hurt severely, so she was still alive, right?
Her boring life... she was born to be a tool... her life like this hasn't ended, right?
So... since she couldn't be Maria's tool, she could be Victor's hostage.
The stories of their parents have indeed made impacts, those memories have rooted in Elinor and Victor's minds. Both of them have craziness and evilness in their hearts, which become more obvious in the seemingly peaceful life. After combats and conflicts, they have got back to their tracks. Parents have their own independent thoughts and characters, they could cure themselves. However, they have forgotten their children, who have grown up in both hatred and love, how can they be cured?
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