This kind of answer was even beyond her expectation. She originally thought Dixon had prepared a bunch of affectionate rhetoric and took this opportunity to whitewash himself, so that everyone could be moved by him. Queenie had prepared for this.
But she didn't expect Dixon to be so honest and tell her everything, including his ambition, his greed and all his desires.
He has all kinds of worldly desires, just like an ordinary person.
Dixon never tried to whitewash himself. He was just proving himself in his own way.
Queenie was so stunned that she couldn't come up with a word to say for a while. After a long time, she spoke up in a low voice: "So... your attitude towards Sonia is..."
"I'm serious."
Dixon simply took a deep breath. "But it doesn't matter. I am ready to be rejected by Sonia. I don't insist on anything now. If someone else is willing to be good to Sonia, it's okay for me to watch her living a happy life. After all, I can't keep Sonia company for a long time."
Dixon turned to look at Queenie. "Because my kidney is likely to have rejection. Therefore... if something happens to me in the future, I hope you can maintain this attitude and protect Sonia for me. Don't let people with ulterior motives approach her."
There was a sour feeling suddenly welling up in Queenie's heart.
Dixon in front of her didn't deliberately try to move anyone. He... even seemed to be begging. He was asking Queenie to help him take good care of Sonia. There was not much left he could give Sonia.
"You always make me feel that... you are going to disappear soon." Queenie whispered: "Dixon, if you want Sonia to live a good life, you have to let yourself live well too."
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