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Even though he had figured out her true identity, he still pretended to be jealous when she intentionally mentioned Howard to provoke him a few days ago!
Was he playing with her on purpose?
He was quite mischievous!
Still somewhat upset, Sheena managed to calm the urge to punch him before continuing to read.
[Dear Nana,
By the time you read this letter, I may have left you forever. This is the last thing! willingly do for you, so don’t feel guilty or blame yourself. I wonder if my death will make you cry for me. I hope you cry, yet I fear you really will because I don’t want to see you in pain. Forget it, don’t cry. Be a happy and carefree little princess of the Lawson family.]
Reading up to this point, Sheena suddenly burst into tears. She wiped them away, tried to regain composure, and continued reading.
[We met the right person at the wrong time. I was deeply attracted by your clear, sparkling eyes when you saved me from the accident thirteen years ago, and I helplessly fell in love with the ten–year–old you. Jennifer took credit for the life- saving favor that belonged to you, which became a thorn in my heart. Even if I never touched her, even if she was already dead, I still couldn’t forgive my foolish
self.
What I regret the most is not recognizing you when you were brought into the Freeman family and not cherishing the three years you were married to me. By the time I wanted to make amends, you no longer loved me. But it’s okay. Even if you treated me like a pet or a servant, being able to see you every day in Ocean Avenue was enough for me.
Since realizing I loved you, I became insecure and full of self–doubt. Your casual smile and gentle words made me feel like I was the happiest man on earth and would be in a great mood for several days. Do you feel satisfied reading this? The once arrogant man is now utterly obsessed with you, begging for even a little bit of your affection. How pathetic and ridiculous.
Yes, I’m afraid of losing you and dare not ask for your love again, yet I secretly hope that you can leave even a tiny place for me in your heart.
I’ve hurt you deeply before, and I don’t deserve your forgiveness. You saved my life, and it’s a debt that can only be repaid with my life. As you rightly said, I’m
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undeniably a bad man. I hope you can forget me and find a good man in the
future who will cherish, love, and care for you. Yet, at the same time, I hope you’ll remember me forever.
Between these two conflicting wishes, I’ve worried and struggled for a long time.
In the end, I selfishly chose to use my life to ensure you never forget me for the rest of yours. In the future, please take good care of yourself. Don’t be picky about your food, drink less coffee and tea, remember to rest as work is endless, and wear an extra layer in cold weather.
Farewell, my…]
The last two words seemed blurred, possibly due to tears, but one could faintly discern the words ‘true love‘.
Sheena recognized his handwriting, which was usually neat and attractive. However, in this letter, many words were written crookedly, with an unsteady pen, and tears even smudged some.
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The novel is too abusive it spoils the joy of reading it. I hate the punishment part between sheena and Eliot....