As I watched them walk away, everything suddenly clicked. No wonder Clyde never brought Kayla home. He was worried about her allergies to dog hair.
The young nurse looked like she was about to call out to him, but I stopped her.
"Ms. Crawford, is that your husband? That's not right," she said, clearly outraged.
The nurse was young, probably fresh out of college, and filled with a sense of justice.
I shook my head. "It's fine. We're getting a divorce. If he had stayed, I might've died sooner."
Anger could be a woman's worst enemy. Maybe it was because I’d been bottling everything up for the past three years, but my cancer came back.
The drama ended, and the doctors resumed planning the surgery. Perhaps feeling guilty about me, they checked my vitals and, finding them barely acceptable, scheduled the surgery.
Maybe it was my neighbor Brenda's cross that worked. The doctors had said my chances were slim since it was a recurrence, but the surgery went incredibly smoothly. I guessed God’s blessing meant I got to live a bit longer.
I was suddenly grateful to Clyde for making me angry. If he had been too nice, I might've died sooner.
In the ICU, the pain was so intense that it was like my scalp was tingling. It wasn't my first surgery, but it hurt more, maybe because I knew there was no one to feel sorry for me. The first time I had surgery in Aurora, at least my mom was with me.
Thinking of her made me tear up. If only I had listened more to what she said, maybe she wouldn't have died so early.
The monitoring nurse gently wiped away my tears, whispering, "The surgery went well today. The pain from the anesthesia is normal. It'll pass."
Sympathy was evident in her eyes. I could guess why. Today, I must've become the talk of the hospital, not because of the cut on my head, but because my husband left with his mistress, ignoring his wife, who was undergoing cancer surgery.
But I no longer cared. Surviving was all that mattered. In the days following the surgery, no one reached out to me, and I couldn't be bothered to care. The lady in the next bed and I shared a caregiver, saving me some money.
In the quiet of the night, I'd occasionally check my phone. Clyde never reached out. No calls, no messages. But I kept seeing updates from him and Kayla. Kayla loved to share by posting on social media a lot.
In the gossip group without her, she was the main topic.
[Mr. Patterson spoils her rotten, huh? Because of an allergy, they're off to Westbridge for a vacation?]
[While we're slaving away here, they're out enjoying spa treatments by the sea!]
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