Chapter 51
The air felt as if it had solidified, and my heart dangled in suspense.
I was still hoping, foolishly, for him to say something, anything, that might make sense of
it all.
After a tense moment, the only thing that came my way was a cold, hard question, “You’re in such a hurry to get a divorce?”
The weight of my emotions was suffocating, making it hard to breathe. I looked up at the glaring light in the living room, blinked away the tears, and despite the turmoil inside, my words came out cruel.
“Can’t wait.”
I needed it to be over before the pregnancy became obvious.
With my child’s future on the line was a risk I couldn’t afford.
Behind me, Bryant said nothing more. His answer was the sharp sound of the door closing.
I felt as if all my strength had been drained as I slid down against the shoe cabinet, staring blankly at the ceiling.
My heart felt empty, a dull ache spreading uncontrollably through it.
That night, unusually, I wasn’t plagued by sickness and lay awake, tossing and turning.
The autumn wind howled all night, as if trying to penetrate my very being, leaving me
soaked with a chill.
I guess I could accept that he didn’t love me, and even that he married me because of his grandfather’s arrangements..
But what I couldn’t accept was that my cherished three-year marriage was nothing but a reluctant sacrifice he made for someone else.
How foolish I was, filled with joy, thinking I had landed myself a true gem.
The next day, I was barely awake when Christine called, asking how my foot was and if I needed to take a day off.
I got out of bed to test it, feeling mostly fine.
Although not completely back to normal, it wasn’t really affecting my walking.
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