When she left, He went crazy
Chapter 174: Beautiful First Love
This was the first time Jerry had shown such an expression. I couldn’t discern if it was nervousness, excitement, or
panic.
In that moment, a flash of the old Christopher seemed to flicker within Jerry.
This fleeting resemblance caused me to grow even calmer, almost cold–blooded, as I suppressed the tumultuous emotions threatening to surface, and turned decisively on my heel.
“Go on.” Jerry urged, still on the phone. He took a large step forward, enveloping me in his embrace with one arm, and no matter how I struggled, his grip remained firm.
The person on the other end said a few more words, and he responded with a measured calmness, “Be careful. Don’t let yourself be deceived. I’ll come over once I’ve settled things here.”
Hanging up, he slipped the phone into his pocket and pinched my cheeks, distorting my face. “Why are you running? Did you hear what I just said?”
I mumbled through his grip, “Let go of me.”
Maybe my squished face amused him, because he chuckled and ignored my plea, pinching me again. “Answer my question first. If I like your answer, I’ll let you go.”
I slapped his hand away and pursed my lips, fighting back a wave of bitterness. “Jerry Hammer, Mr. Hammer, I’m not interested in playing games like you. I can’t afford to.”
“Game?” Jerry’s expression hardened, his tongue pressing against his teeth in displeasure. “You think I’m toying with
you?”
I retorted, “Isn’t that so?”
Snowflakes drifted down around us, and a shiver ran through me. “You said if there’s no news about Ms. Harris in the next two days, you’ll stop waiting. But you just got news. Do you see me as your second choice, or her?”
Clearly, the second choice was me.
Both Claire and Avery had spoken at length to me, and I nearly believed them. But now, facing Jerry’s arrogant demeanor, I realized the chasm between us was wider than the one between me and Christopher.
With Jerry’s status, women from high society would be lining up for him. I didn’t stand a chance.
Despite smelling of alcohol, Jerry’s gaze was piercingly clear. He smirked, his voice dripping with his usual indifference. “Do you think I’m Christopher Valence?”
1 shook my head. “I don’t know.”
It was unbearably cold. I sniffed, tightened my down jacket around me, and kicked a stone. Softly, I said, “I only know you’re both men, and Bella is the beautiful first love.”
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Chapter 174: Beautiful First Love
Jerry remained silent for a moment before chuckling unhurriedly, “Is it possible that I simply like the ordinary you?”
I paused and looked up instinctively. “What?”
Jerry flicked my forehead gently and stuffed a late–night snack into my hand. “I can’t promise much, but Hope Royston, I’m definitely not Christopher Valence. Alright, go inside.”
“I don’t need your promises,” I replied, looking at him steadily.
I had heard too many promises. I no longer believed in such fleeting, ephemeral things. Even if a promise was sincere at the moment it was made, as sweet as a freshly ripened fruit, over time–a few days of rain and sun–it would rot and stink.
The next day was Christmas Eve.
The Harris Manor was imbued with a festive atmosphere, decked out in holiday decorations. The butler was still orchestrating the servants in hanging lights and garlands everywhere,
It was lively and festive.
Claire with such warmth that she often felt more like a grandmother than a household staff member.
I obediently walked over, took a few bites, and then, swallowing the reluctance, said, “Claire, I’ve troubled you these past two days. I’ll be heading back to Jacquar later. I wish you a happy holiday and all the best in advance.”
Suppressing my emotions, I responded, “He probably doesn’t need my help anymore.”
Feigning anger, Claire chided, “What do you mean, he doesn’t need your help, so you won’t care about me? I was hoping to have some company for Christmas, and now you’re leaving? Stay and spend Christmas with me!”
“Claire!” A commanding voice interrupted from the entrance as Kimberly, Larry, and Skylar walked in. Kimberly, in short boots, dashed over to Claire’s side. “Claire, if Ms. Royston wants to leave, let her go. Soon, you won’t have time for her anyway!
Claire looked at Larry and Skylar, displeased. “Look at what you’ve raised! No manners at all!”
Skylar’s face darkened, nudging Larry who stood flustered between his mother and wife. “Mom, why are you like this?”
Claire, unhappy, retorted coldly, “Like this? I said years ago, during the holidays, we each mind our own business. I won’t bother you, and you don’t bother me!”
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