"I'm not hungry Blaze so you can go and do whatever it is you normally do in the morning. Just give me my coffee before you go". I cut in before he could continue.
I told him I loved him, confirmed it three times and he's acting as though I hadn't said a thing. I wasn't trying to be angry but how was I suppose to act? Do I just forget about it until he brings it up?
"Here" He sighed handing me my coffee. "I'm going for a jog I'll be back before you need to leave". Taking the coffee from him I didn't say another word because if I did I was afraid I would have lost it.
Hearing the door click shut I sunk my teeth so hard into my bottom lip I tasted blood. That right there showed me how this day was going to go. He didn't utter one word about it never even acknowledge that I had said anything. He wanted us to be together and yet this is how he reacted to me saying the three most important words.
Taking the pillow from behind me I screamed into it until my throat became sore. What a bloody jackass of a man. Maybe he didn't feel the same and that's why he didn't say it back because if wouldn't mean anything.
How stupid do I feel now?
Bursting through the door there she stood with a broom in her hands. "What happened? Where are they? Are you okay?".
Looking at her I couldn't hold back the laugh that burst from my mouth. Scowling at me she dropped the brush to the floor and crawled in beside me. "Why the hell did you scream? I thought something had happened".
"And what exactly were you going to do with that?" I chuckled
"Shut up it was the closest thing to me now what were you screaming about?" She asked as she pulled the covers up and over her legs.
"I told him I love him".
"Ava that's great you finally grew some balls and told him again- wait that doesn't explain why you were screaming"
"I told him I love him confirmed it three bloody times for him and do you know what his reply was?" I snapped feeling my self getting angry.
"Do I want to know?" She whispered
"I need a drink" I hissed my teeth clenched so tight I could feel the strain.
"You have coffee right there or I could.."
"No Ally" I laughed cutting her off "That was his reply after I had said those three little words, he told me he needed a drink".
Watching her jaw fall slack I could tell she was thinking of something to say but what could you say to that?
"I let it slide because I was really tired last night and so I thought he'll mention it today I mean he has to. After everything he said about wanting me back and wanting to make me happy he would have to say something this morning but no he didn't even acknowledge that I had said anything. How the hell do I deal with that? I mean I have a right to be angry don't I?" I asked taking a sip of my coffee.
"Maybe he has something planned?" She asked shrugging her shoulders.
"I'm not even bothered anymore" I snapped placing my mug on the cabinet with a bang. "Can you please help me out of this bed?" I asked pushing the covers off my body.
"Yeah you definitely don't sound bothered" She smirked climbing out of bed and making her way round to my side.
......
As if this morning couldn't get any worse I was now stuck in the bath tub with my leg hanging over the side. Is it possible to start this day over? Ally was just about to help me out when Cage and Blaze had returned from their jog. I mean who dumps their best friend for their stupid boyfriend?
Ally does that's who.
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This is a beautiful piece. Is there not a part 2 of Ava and Blaze. It's a sad ending....