You Are Still My Wife! novel Chapter 18

Idri First Person

Simon would not talk to me about anything but business. He always stays angry and irritated. He is a brother to me and I expect him to be next to me during this confused period of mine. I decided to meet Dori over lunch from time to time. I just wanted to talk more just to clear my head. I was feeling guilty for making her wait and I did not even declare that the breakup was official. This is the biggest misunderstanding ever in my life. I am sure I have feelings for Frieze and not Dori but at the same time, I am aware that I owe Dori too much. I am just trying to compensate and reimburse the time maybe. To top it all, she seems to be a changed person. She turned into a polite, kind and simple person just like Frieze. Maybe I got attracted to Frieze because of these ‘my type’ qualities.

Did I say attraction?

Well yeah!

At Simon’s wedding party, I was mad attracted to her. I wanted to get closer to her and know more about her. It was love at first sight. She indeed helped me forget Dori and made me realize how wrong I was to date Dori. I tried to win Frieze’s heart for two long years while Dori tried to win my heart while she was in a relationship with me.

Arghh!

I will free Frieze and I am hopeful she will find the right man for her. She has the heart of an angel and any man would give her his world to her. My duty is to compensate for Dori and I cannot be with Frieze anymore.

Now, I have decided. I will talk to Dori about it. She has changed a lot and she has become humble over these years. I think a broken heart mends everything. I will give her the best days. Once the divorce proceedings are clear, I will marry Dori. For Frieze, I will give her a good alimony that she could enjoy being at home for the rest of her life. Regarding her broken heart, I am sure she will meet someone in her life soon who will mend her heart as time passes. Time heals everything.

A month has passed. I was firm about my decision to divorce my wife finally and be with Dori again. She accepted my proposal of waiting for me until I was in love with her. I cannot get married to someone I don’t love. I loved Frieze but now I feel it was just an attraction and what I regret is not dating her for at least two years just to make sure my feelings for her were that of love. I was quick to marry her right after five months as lovers. Right after office, I walked directly to my parents’ room to tell them about my decision. They were retiring to sleep but of course disturbed by me as I always did. I am aware that they would not be happy with my decision that I made but I thought about it for one full month. I knew there would be a storm and I deserved it.