You Are Still My Wife! novel Chapter 30

Idri...

What is wrong with my mother? She is provoking her to date while she is still married to me? I mean I am wrong too but eventually Frieze didn't seem to have a problem. But, why am I having problems? She can go out with any man she likes. She is doing exactly the same what am doing in my life while still being married. Frieze never dressed this great for me. I mean she always looked beautiful whatever she wore but nothing so sexy. Well, I never wanted her to dress that way as I would definitely hate other men looking at my wife. Dressing up for another man is really annoying. She is still my wife. I never had an idea that my own mother will support her for everything that Frieze did.

I am not sure why am I being this questionable. This is not right. After she has returned from her parents home in B city, she seems to be just ignoring me. She never returned my calls and never even bothered to ask me when I went to her room yesterday. She never even asked how am I. She moved to the guest room without even telling me and put Dori in my room instead. I am still not ready to be with her yet and I am taking time. My dad was telling me that since she has signed the divorce papers now, she is no more willing to share the same room with me.

Am I now some stranger to her?

She cannot be in the same room with me? Not even as friends? I hardly see her nowadays. I don't even know her whereabouts. She did not even join for breakfast and dinner is already fixed with some other new guy in her life. She left home early today morning and I have no idea where did she go. I have not talked to her for days. She doesn't tell me anything. She robbed me off of all my rights just like that?

I think I am overthinking. But I really want to know why is she ignoring me like I don't exist? I should also do the same. I should start caring less maybe. She has her own life now and I have my own. I should plan ahead with Dori. Simon handed the divorce papers today in office after she signed. I will have to file it as soon as possible. She refused to take any alimony from me, how can a woman be this weird. Every one loves money and she never loved mine. She loves only her salary. I think it is good that she did. Why am I thinking about her today? She has a new man in her life and I have my ex-girlfriend back to me. I should be going my way like the way she is going her way.

I hate my mind. Why bringing thoughts about her? I want to sleep and not worry about her not coming home tonight. She mentioned that it has been long that she has gone out or dine out. Why didn't she tell me? I mean before Dori entered in my life again, I was always busy at work thinking she would be busy. I never asked her for lunch because I thought she would tell me if she wanted to go out ever. It is something of the past. I should not complain anymore.

Simon has started talking to me now and even my parents. They seemed to change overnight like Frieze. Did they finally accept Dori? Did they forgive me and accepted how my marriage turned out to be? I will go with the flow and stop overthinking. My head already seems very heavy at the moment. I am not happy and I am clueless about the reasons.