You Hit My Heart (Joyce and Luther) novel Chapter 1801

Chapter 1801: Just a Shell of a Body

Afterwards, she noticed that the women who used to be seen with Felix suddenly disappeared overnight. And this renowned playboy, who always had women around him, now only had her.

She admitted that he was skilled and knew how to please her in that aspect, making her experience pleasurable and even addictive.

Often, he didn't need to ask, she herself wanted it. So, she was willing to maintain this kind of relationship with him.

This kind of thing was like opening Pandora's box-it was unstoppable.

She never revealed her emotions. For the past four years, she truly treated him as a "bedmate."

But in reality, as time passed, imperceptibly, she had long since moved her feelings and given her heart to him.

So, when he expressed his desire to have a child, she agreed.

When she saw him in danger and instinctively shielded him from a bullet, it was simply her body and mind responding without any ulterior motive.

All along.

What she was concerned about were the unresolved hidden dangers from the past, the person in front of her, Rayan, and the lurking danger...

She didn't want to drag Felix down because she herself didn't know what her future held.

Cloud grabbed Vicki by the collar. "Why don't you continue speaking? Have you changed your views? Do you think Felix is a good person? You married him not to seek revenge on the Saunders family but because you truly love him?"

In fact, he already had the answer in his heart. He just refused to accept it.

Vicki straightforwardly replied, "Yes, I love him."

Cloud's expression suddenly darkened, his face turning cold like remaining ashes. He gripped Vicki's collar, trembling even, and asked, "Then what am I? What am I in your heart?"

Vicki took a deep breath. "We can't go back to the past. Ever since you insisted on escaping, we haven't been able to go back, Rayan."

She looked at him with sincere eyes. "I liked you, you know. I've always liked you. When we were in the orphanage, you were my only family. The line between familial love and romantic love is thin. I don't deny that during the time I was imprisoned, you were all I thought about. You saved me, you were a light in my life."

"I did everything for you. Vicki, ask yourself, when I killed Xiao Zhen, I was already eighteen years old. I was sentenced to ten years for intentional murder. You know very well that I did it for you. Why couldn't you wait for me?"

He questioned her with a pained heart.

"I didn't wait for you? Rayan?" Vicki's eyes filled with a hint of pain. "I'm not grateful to you? I know very well that you saved me. You killed Xiao Zhen, and I was an accomplice. I wasn't yet eighteen, so I was given probation. Killing, no matter how evil Xiao Zhen was, is still a crime. If you had served your sentence, you would have been free by now, breathing the air of freedom with a clear conscience. I would have waited for you. I would have been with you when you got out. We wouldn't be like this today. We would have continued on together, just like when we were children!"

Cloud's eyes reddened with anger. "How can I rest assured with you out there alone? I escaped to protect you. What did I do wrong?"

"You were wrong, very wrong! Rayan, these are not reasons to agree to the other party's conditions. They got you out of prison, but what was the price you paid? You sold yourself to OGW like a dog. How many things have you done against your conscience? How much blood is on your hands? This isn't you, Rayan. No, Cloud. You even abandoned your own country, your own name. You even joined forces with Athena. You have changed, you have lost yourself. How can you still expect me to retain my original intentions?" Vicki hit Cloud's heart with each word, revealing the past.