Luther watched her disappear behind the door of the room, never to be seen again.
He sat dismally in the sofa, unable to extricate himself from what she said for a long time.
In his hand, he still held the cold blade.
He numbly put the apple into his mouth, but could not taste anything. No sweetness, and not even sourness.
"Pop!" The fruit knife fell to the ground and he did not know.
A sense of powerlessness almost overwhelmed him. It was a sense of frustration that he had never felt before, and his mind went blank because of it.
If there was hatred in her heart, as long as she could revenge or vent her anger, he might still have a chance.
But she said the only way to really not care was to not hate…
It was true. If you did not even have hatred in your heart, that meant you simply did not care anymore. Naturally, he would never ever have a second chance.
He crouched on the couch and suddenly felt unable to breathe. His chest felt so stuffy that not even a single breath of air could enter.
It hurt… It hurt so bad.
It hurt … It hurt in his chest … It hurt in his heart.
It's been four years, and he's been in pain for four years.
Every day, every minute, every second, just whenever he thought about her, every cell in his body would be flooded with pain.
‘Joyce, if it was really you, why on earth didn’t you want to show your true face.’
‘Why on earth do you refuse to admit it? Why?’
It was only after a long time that he could finally take a breath.
Finally, he found it, the faith that he could live on with.
In the past, everyone said she had perished in the vast sea, but now at least she was still alive, and he still had hope, right?
After Joyce returned to her own room, she took a deep breath, but did not feel relieved.
She took off the dress she wore to the dinner party, and then she realized that her dress had actually been cut in several places, so it seemed that the dress was completely ruined.
She dropped the dress to the trash can annoyedly.
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