When the idea had occurred to her, there's another voice that spoke inside Emily's mind.
"If he knows about this, he will feel disgusted. He won't love you anymore. He will hate you..."
'No, I don't want Jacob to hate me! I don't want him to stop loving me!'
While thinking that Jacob might look at her with disgust and hate her, Emily felt that her heart was already broken and she didn't want it to happen...
Jacob asked with a concern look. "What happened to you, Emily? Are you okay?" Jacob looked worriedly at Emily's pale face. He lifted her and put her down carefully on the bed. "Are you okay? Do you feel anything wrong? How about going to the hospital for a check-up?"
Hearing Jacob's voice full of concern, Emily suddenly came back to her senses and smiled with assurance. "Don't worry, Jacob. I've already took the medicine and I'll just need a good rest. I'll be fine."
Staring at her for a while and making sure that Emily was not having any problem with her body, Jacob sat at the bed, tucked her in and held her hand. "Sleep now. I'll stay here."
Emily tried to withdraw her hand, but he tightened his grip. She asked,"Don't you have work today? The company needs you there. I'm fine here alone."
Without having a change with his facial expression, Jacob lied and answer,"I don't have any work to do today and you need me more than the company does right now."
"But..."
"Now be a good girl for me, okay? Just close your eyes and sleep." Interrupting her, he said with a gentle and deep voice, like coaxing a child to sleep. "Shhhh, stop talking."
Captivated by his gentleness, Emily stared at him and stopped resisting. She didn't dare to answer anymore. After a while Jacob said,"Why don't you close your eyes and sleep? Are you waiting for me to tell you a bedtime story?"
Surely, Jacob treated her like a child. Emily wouldn't let Jacob tell her story like she was a five-year-old girl, so she quickly turned, found a comfortable position and closed her eyes.
The temperature in the room was comfortable, just right and the quilt was warm. Jacob's hand was holding hers tightly and intimately.
Emily had thought it would be difficult for her to sleep with him around and her hand being held by him. But she quickly fell asleep, for she felt surprisingly secured with him around.
Recently, she had been living in fear, worrying that she would be exposed and her secret be revealed. Every night she was troubled by a nightmare and couldn't get enough rest.
All this had made her exhausted. With Jacob around, it felt like there was finally a safe place for her to rest. She quickly sank into a deep sleep, letting her guard down.
Eyes filled with love, Jacob gazed at Emily who had fallen asleep. Running his fingers through her cheeks, Jacob's heart became soft and peaceful.
Few hours later, Emily suddenly became uneasy. She frowned and murmured in her sleep,"Stay away from me..."
Jacob was surprised by her sudden actions. Not knowing what Emily was dreaming of, he immediately hugged her but she began struggling with great force, like she was trying to escape from him.
"Emily, Emily!" Jacob shouted in panic.
Hearing that familiar voice, Emily finally woke up from her nightmare. Opening her eyes, she gasped for air, still terrified by her dream that kept on hunting her.
"Having a nightmare?" asked he. Trying to calm her down, Jacob tightly hugged Emily who looked frightened and was still shivering.
Hearing his voice again, Emily suddenly felt secured. She instantly calmed down and replied,"Yes."
Jacob felt Emily's forehead and found out that her fever got worse. His brows knitted. "You have a high fever. I will send you to the hospital right now, whether you like it or not!"
"Don't bother. It's just a fever. I will have some medicine and I'll get better." Looking at him with assurance, Emily pushed Jacob away and tried to slip out of the bed. But as soon as her feet could touched the floor, she stumbled and almost lost her balance.
Jacob quickly held her. He pulled a long face and said in a high voice like a god,"Go to the hospital right now."
He had already decided to take her to the hospital, no matter whether she liked it or not. But when he was about to carry her up, Emily struggled intensely.
"I've said that I don't want to go! You're so annoying! You know what? I can take good care of myself. So could you please, leave me alone!" Emily screamed at Jacob. She used all of her strength to say those words.
At first, Jacob was stunned by her reaction. But after a while he smiled bitterly and said,"Are you taking out your anger on me?"
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