Alpha alec's redemption (Sadie) novel Chapter 69

Less than ten minutes, I get to where I want to be. It’s my spot. My calming spot. The only place in the pack where I can fully let go. The one place I come to think. It isn’t much honestly. Nothing grand or out of this world beautiful, but there was a pond.

Stepping into the open space, I start removing my clothes. The need to shift was riding me hard. Pushing me to get this over quickly. Within seconds, I had discarded my clothes and now stood naked in front of the pond.

I could smell King and Raven, but they didn’t matter at that moment. This time was between me and Nyx.

“Are you ready?” Nyx asks, her voice a bit distorted.

“I don’t think anyone can ever be truly ready for their first shift” I reply, pacing the small area.

My bones feel like they’ve been filled with lead. Sweat covered every inch of my body and a kind of cramp was beginning to take over.

“I want to tell you beforehand that our wolf form is going to be different from normal wolves” Nyx says, distracting me from the cramps that were intensifying by the second.

“How different?”

She was just about to answer when, all at once, pain hits me in a way that brings me to my knees. A scream leaves my lips as my first bone begins to break.

I thought I was ready, but I was not. When I shifted to what I decided to call ‘my angel form’, the pain was intense but not like this. I felt like I was on fire. It felt like I was burning alive, with tiny needles pricking my skin over and over again. It was painful, so fucking painful, but so was this.