Baby With The Billionaire novel Chapter 18

Jade's Pov

It's being five days, thirteen hours and 18 minutes since the last time I saw Kyle. He was trying his best to avoid me since our kiss. He didn't want to see me. If he had a question he would send a text or Dane would call me. He was giving me the distance I deserve. The distance I had asked for, the distance I created.

He sincerely believed that I disliked him; after all, I wasn't shy with my words in the letter I wrote. I wrote everything that was going through my mind. I didn't care if my words had hurt him, in fact, there were intending to hurt him, but all those words were written in rage and anger.

There was not one cell in my body that hated him, and he should have known this when I kissed him. There was no way a person would hate someone as much as my words state yet kiss that person as I did him. He should have sensed what I felt. I couldn't hate him even if I tried.

When I think about his words to his friend, they still hurt. It will always hurt. knowing he said those things about me and no matter how many times he apologizes, there is always going to be that memory hanging in the way. But even with the memory of all the bad, the good things win. I can't stop thinking about our nights together. We'd just talk and talk then I'd wake up with his arms around me.

Not having that closeness anymore made me miss him so much, so much that all the pain just vanished because I needed him more than I have time to hate him.

I missed him, I missed him a lot.

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"Wait! Wait for me!" I shouted to the closing elevator doors.

Before the door had a chance to close a hand came out, which the sensors got and the door began to open.

"Thank you." I smiled as a walked up to the open doors of the elevator. "Thanks...... Oh, it's you. Hi."

Kyle smiled at me and then he noticed the shopping bags in my hand. He stepped closer to me and took the shopping bags from my hands.

"Thanks," I said with a smile. His face had a few lines on it, he looked tired. He had a tiny band-aid on his face, he probably cut himself while shaving. His hair also grew and needed cutting. It's funny how many things you can notice about a person when you haven't seen them in five days.

"You're Welcome. I didn't know you went out today."

"Well, I wasn't planning to go out, but Josh called me, and I went and have lunch with him on the way back I was feeling hungry so I when to the supermarket to get a few things."

He laughed and look down at the bags. "A few things?" his brows raised.

With a smile on my face, I replied. "I am a growing woman and plus I am pregnant with your baby."

He smiled. "I see." After a few moments of silence, he asked. "How is decorating and designing going?"

"Well, I've found the perfect design a magazine and I loved it. I think you will too."

"If you love it then I love it."

I smile. "It's not that easy. I want you to come and look at it."

"Why don't you just send me a picture?"

I bite my lips. "Well, I've actually started buying furniture for both rooms." I looked up waiting for a response from him, but I didn't get any. "I thought you might have changed your mind where decorating was concerned so I kind of ordered most things already."

He smiled. "You don't have to look so guilty. Anything you choose I'll be happy with it. As long as you are happy then I'm okay."

"Okay, Great. I also forgot to tell you that the painters are coming tomorrow so you might want to leave your key with me because they'll be painting both rooms."

"My door is always open."

I raised my brows at him. "You don't close your door, why not?"

"This is a private floor only me and you have access to it and there are cameras all over." His statement shocks me because I didn't really know anything about the building. I never even noticed the cameras.

"That means I can go in your room anytime I want," I stated without realizing but I quickly added, "not that I would if you are not there."

He smiled. "I wouldn't mind if you did. I have nothing to hide."