Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 46

"Uncle K, you dumb." Maya face palmed herself.

"I know Maya, I know." I said defeatedly.

"Woah you're really desperate huh?" Aria teased, noticing my defeated tone.

"Aria, I just fucked up, of course I am desperate."

"Okay, you used my real name, no time for jokes."

"So-" Aria begin but Maya put her hand on her mouth and spoke, "I'll tell you what happened."

I just needed help and advice and if it meant a four year old helping me, then so be it.

So I nodded and then Maya begin telling me, how dumb I am and that I lost a good wife and how Aria told Rozella to use my card but she denied and paid instead. Then she again reminded me about how dumb I was to believe her mother, to which Aria glared at her.

Maya told me that Aria bought Maya's dress from my card. Aria said how she lied because she thought I would act like Eric when Aria don't use his money. Apparently, he gets angry at Aria, saying that he is her husband and should take care of her needs.

I should take Marriage 0 lessons from Eric.

Maya told me how Rozella bought Maya some jewelry with her own money and Aria told me Rozella took all of them to dinner the night she got her first pay.

Iam a dumb mother fucker.

When Aria and Maya left, I slumped in my seat and looked out the window, deep in my thoughts.

How could I judge someone just like that?

When all she is, is innocent and how I was this close to calling her a prostitute and called her names to which I cringed and clenched my fists.

I was in deep thoughts when I heard a chime and saw the invation card Rozella emailed me saying that Iam invited to the company's ball.

It was our affiliate's ball and we had to attend it.

Even after all that she hasn't resigned and is working from home. Iam an idiot.

It's 2 right now and my interview with Maria is at 4 to which I am sure Rozella will be back at by then.

All I was focused on was at how I will make this right and how Mars was gonna be there at the ball.

Now that I treated her badly, would she date Mark?

No she can't, she won't.

She hates me right now. And to hate someone you need to love them first. So she does like me... Right?

At 3 she came and directly joined us in the studio room. She isn't looking at me, neither is she talking to me. She did the same thing when the chewing gum lady was all over me in my office and she saw us, but back then, she talked to me but now, she isn't even acknowledging the fact that Iam here.

I guess I utterly deserve it.

"We're starting in 1.........", I saw Rozella giving Maria a thumbs up and Zake gave me a thumbs up but I didn't want his. I want thumbs up from the girl whose eyes are lit up, at the fact that she is seeing a live podcast in action.

Iam happy that she is happy cause I was really upset at the fact that I upset her.

I sound like a middleschooler with his first crush. Un-fucking-belivable.

"2......3.....aaand, we're live." The equipment guy said capturing our attention making us sit straight and start our podcast.

We are half way done through our interview and are on a break, Iam actually quite enjoying this. I feel comfortable knowing I don't have to show my face.

The whole time Rozella was so into the interview hearing my every single answer, that her cheek was pressed up against the glass and tilted upward. She looked really cute and I discreetly took a photo which she didn't notice.

A/N: The closest accurate picture I could find to define Rozella's state???

"Aaand....We're back! We left the convo at a fan's question, which I repeat is, "What is your current relationship status?" Oooo, that's a juicy one...so, Kezr?" Maria asked wiggling her eyebrows.

"Ah... yeah... Iam just going to answer this very short and simple, but...", I turned my head slightly to look at Rozella and saw her looking at me eagerly, but when she saw me looking at her she removed her eyes from my gaze and stared at Zake to which Zake just winked at her nodding towards me and she blushed hardcore.