Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 52

My darling? My heart!

I have bunnies in my stomach right now, hopping around and having a lil party.

I was smiling like an idiot and was far too gone in my dream land that I didn't hear Kezr's question.

I looked at him standing in the kitchen and saw him looking at me intently.

"Huh?"

He shook his head and smiled like the idiot he is. Hot idiot.

"I asked, what would you like for dinner?"

Dinner?

"We're having dinner, you're cooking?" I asked amused at the new info that he can cook.

"Yeah, why?"

I laughed like the villian in mafia movies and see him flinch at my tone.

"S-sorry, but here's the menu, cook me chilly gravy with steak......think you can do that?"

I said playfully joking knowing there was no way he was going to cook for me.

"Uhm....We have ingredients, so...sure" he shurgged his shoulders and turned around.

Wait what?

That wasn't how it was supposed to go!

"No, wait!" He turned around startled.

"What?" He asked confused at my tone.

"You're cooking for me like, lil 'ole me....Me?!"

"Yeah, why are you so surprised?"

"Wait, legitimately?"

"Yeah, legitimately."

"Like, deadbutt?" I asked, still not believing him.

He looked confused before he chuckled and said "Yes, Deadass."

"Oh my!! This is the. Best. Day. Ever" I squealed loudly.

"Jesus Woman! My fucking ear!"

"S-sorry, but I am so happy!"

"Iam happy that you're happy, but why are you happy?" Woah, too many happies.

"Iam happy cause, the Kezr Heznaya is cooking lil 'ole me, dinner!" I said obviously fangirling over him.

He chuckled and said, "You know I have never smiled so much in my life."

He said turning around and sat beside my ankle.

"Iam happy to be the reason of your happiness." He smiled gratefully at me.

He pulled my ankle on his lap and massaged it as I moaned in pleasure, it was really soothing.

"You know Zella, you're too good for this world. Your kindness is your weakness."

"But isn't it supposed to be good?" I asked puzzled.

"Yes, sometimes. Zella you're too kind. This world is filled with people who want to bring you to your worst and they take advantage of your kindness, so the best thing you can do is to kill them with kindness"

"I love your black hair, I want hair like yours." He said smiling.

I laughed at his attempt to make me feel good about myself, "Kezr, you have the best hair and with braids they look really good, so with little due respect, shut up."

He scoffed and I said, "Come on tell me the truth."

"You wanna know the truth?"

"Yes please" I nodded eagerly.

"Well, I think you're very beautiful and gorgeous with your emerald doe eyes and black hair." He said looking between my eyes.

I blushed a deep red and looked down and mumbled shyly, "I asked the truth about her not the truth about me."

"So you accept my statement as the truth. See? I knew you found yourself beautiful." He said smiling proudly.

"What? No! Iam chubby and fa-"

He pinched my ankle slightly and I cried and hissed in pain. I looked at him and his face held rage and fury.

Woah, what happened?

"So you're going to choose that bitch Stacy's words over me, huh?"

"No! I never said that!"

"Yes you did, you accepted the negativity but you're refusing to accept the truth that I am telling you."

I looked down knowing he's right and said, "It's not my fault you chose to lie"

He held my chin up to hold eye contact and said in monotone voice, "Don't. Ever. Insult. Yourself. In. Front. Of. Me, Understand?"

I gulped and nodded but playfully said, "So, I can say it behind you?"