Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 67

We were in the blanket on the sand laying with my forehead against her, both of us needing air urgently.

I opened my eyes and saw her eyes closed and her fingers on her lips, touching what I just kissed.

Her eyes opened and there was a sudden happiness in them.

Happiness that I caused.

She looked at me and shyly smiled before hiding her face in my chest.

I chuckled and she slapped my chest.

"Oh, so you're bold while in lust, but shy in confrontation.... Good to know"

"Stop freaking teasing me." She mumbled in my chest making me laugh harder.

"The kiss.... Was... Amazing" It was, it was the best kiss I have ever had, she...she felt phenomenal, I am already addicted.

She smiled and nodded her head saying breathlessly, "I loved it."

I was still breathing heavily, but controlled.

But Rozella looked like in need of an oxygen mask.

I pecked her lips and adjusted her on my lap, sitting so that she was straddling me.

She hugged me, by putting her hands and head in my neck.

"My man". I heard her mumble, in my chest and kissed the crown of her forehead. I smiled at what she said,

"Your man." I replied happily.

She makes me happy, something no one dared to be apart of, to see the feeling for longer.

She pushed her body closer to mine, and begin sighing and sniffing deeply.

"Man... You really love my cologne." I said while smiling widely.

She didn't answer, I couldn't see her but knew she was blushing red.

Rosy Rozella.

We stayed there, sitting quietly, after about 5 minutes Rozella looked up and said.

"I was saying something before I got interrupted......rudely" she said smiling.

"Rudley?... Don't act like you didn't like it."

I know I am a bit harsh but I can't stand the tears on her cheeks and her being upset.

"Do... Do you not like me?..... Is there some problem?... I can change for you, I promise, yes, I am sorry for the way I treated you, I was a vile bastard but.... I like you Zella, very much. Give me a chance baby."

I said placing a soft yet gentle kiss on her cheeks.

I can't get enough of kissing her.

She shook her head madly and cupped my cheek, "Kezr, I like you alot..... Very much. From the starting.....Yes what you did wasn't right, not at all and I am still upset about it..... But... If you're willing to change for me than I am happy. Nobody has ever told me they like me, you-you treated me like dirt, but I can see you're trying hard for me and that is enough. Iam afraid that-"

She paused and looked down leaving my hand and grasping it with her other hand, "....-I am afraid that, you'll find someone better,....someone whom you'll love, Someone who will give you better, you will f-"

"Rozella.....stop", I cut her off not wanting to imagine myself with someone else.

"I might not love you now, but I will learn to love you"

I placed my forehead on her and looked into her eyes intently.

"I want to fall in love with you, I feel something much...much wider in my heart than liking for you or a stupid crush, That's why I want you, only you... I will learn to love you."

"I will learn to love you." She smiles widely at me and said happily.

And with that I kissed her passionately grabbing her by her neck and tilting her head to get a better angle while enjoying her soft lips.