Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 94

He rolled his eyes and I continued, "I love Maria, Aria, Alex, Maya, Rowan, does that mean I love, love them.... No.... But you... You mister-" I pushed my finger into his chest repeatedly.

I went to complete my sentence when he said, "Rowan?... You still remember that little shit?"

I slapped his chest in disbelief, "How dare you call that cute specimen a poop?!"

He looks at me in disbelief and glared at me.

"Just shut up, you don't get to be jealous when you love somebody else other than your wife."

"Wh-" he started only to get cut off by me.

"Yes, you said you loved someone else that was not me!" I exclaimed at him and tried to get up from our very intimidating position, but he had me pinned down.

Good Lord! If Papa was here and saw me in this position with a man, he would have definitely spanked me.

He took both of my hands in his one large one and pinned it above my head, "I never said that. I said how would you like it if I said I loved someone else?....Not that." He said moving his finger in a circular motion in the air on the word 'that'.

"Same thing, I read in an article before we got married as I didn't know how to act in front of males and there was written that if your husband ever... EVER, talks about loving someone else, even while joking, it means he loves someone else... It's like their brain hinting to something.... And I know you love someone else....YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME!!!" I said trying to release my hands from his tight grasp.

He tightened his hand more and jerked my body, "No, I don't love anyone.. Stop putting shit in my head." He said glaring at me.

"You don't?" I asked and stopped moving my body.

He shook his head and I frowned, "You don't love anyone?" I said emphasizing on the word 'anyone'

He opened his mouth but then a smirk made it's way on his face and he shook his head releasing my hands from his grasp.

"You don't love annnnyone?" And he yet again shook his head while smirking, causing my frown to widen and my heart to be in pain.

Of course he doesn't love me, why would he? Iam the one who's a fool who fell in love with him, but I don't regret a thing, I love him and will keep on loving him, even if he rejects me and my heart's in pain.

Because let's be honest, what's love without pain?

I nodded my head and he just kept on smirking.

"So, you forgive me?" He asked his eyes holding hope.

I put my index finger on my chin and looked at the ceiling as if thinking.

"Hmm..... Let me see..... Uh.." He smiled at me and I said, ".... No" his smile dropped and his eyes held disbelief.