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Bedmates Soulmates novel Chapter 304

|_ Austyn fixed his eyes on her

He pulled back his hand and changed the subject. ‘Are you done with dinner?” 

Deborah nodded mechanically, Yes,” 

She’d lost her appetite

Then let’s go.Austyn signed the bill 

Where are we going? Deborah didn’t recognise the street they were on. “Are we not going back to Jesse’s place

Austyn sat behind the wheel. I’ve found someplace else for you. Jesse’s a single man and a doctor. He’s busy and he doesn’t know how to take care of you.‘ 

Deborah nodded

The new place is an apartment. It has a master bedroom and a smaller guest room, with a full bath, a living room and a kitchen. It’s not very big, but i think it’ll do for now

Okay” 

Deborah was still in a daze

Austyn glanced at her from the rearview mirror

He noticed her pale face but said nothing

The rest of the drive was in silence

When the car slowed to a stop, Deborah finally plucked up her courage to ask, Can you tell me about her? Your wife?! 

Must Be Someone Special 

Austyn kept his eyes straight ahead. Why do you want to know?‘ 

You married her. She must be someone special.‘ 

she’s thirty. A bit of a worrywart. Not much to look at, but her eyes are not too bad.” 

Austyn shrugged. ‘She’s twentyone years old but acts like sl 

Deborah couldn’t tear her eyes away from Austyn’s smile

There was a twinkle in his eyes when he talked about that woman

Back at the restaurant and in the car right now, he seemed to smile every time he mentioned his wife

Deborah couldn’t recall the last time Austyn smiled that way at her

He wore a perpetual scowl and a permanent poker face when they were dating

She once complained about it to him, but Austyn said it was just his nature to keep a straight face

Plus, his work required him to appear intimidating 

Had he changed his nature then

Had he changed for that woman

Deborah’s nails dug into her palm

She felt no pain 

Do you love her

A hush descended over the car

Austyn didn’t speak

He gripped the steering wheel with both hands

Did he love Kira

Yes, he did 

He’d struggled with it, tried to fight against it, but feelings were the one thing he couldn’t control

Deborah looked out the window, hiding the bitter smile on her face

So you do love her. That’s why yo 

ed her, right? You promised to marry me back then, but I guess it was just words.” 

Wait For You To Come Back To Me 

I’ll Wait For You To Come Back To Me 

Deborah, you’ve been dead for so many years. At least it looked that way to me. How do you expect me to make good on that promise?” 

But I didn’t want to be dead!she shouted. I wanted to come back so badly! I wanted to come back to you, but I couldn’t! The thought of never seeing you again almost drove me to suicide, did you know that?‘ 

Deborah covered her face with her hands and sobbed. I was kept a prisoner for seven years. I couldn’t leave the house. There was always someone 

watching wherever I went. I had no one to talk to. I had no phone. I couldn’t ask for help. I tried to escape, but I—“: 

It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have expected you to wait for me for so many years. I know I’m being selfish, but I just can’t help it!‘ 

Deborah coughed

She was wheezing

She clutched at her chest

It’s all my fault. Ishshouldn’t..I shouldn’t have expected you to.. to wait. L.‘ 

Deborah?” 

Austyn noticed her face getting paler

She was having trouble breathing

Don’t speak right now.He pulled on her shoulders so she was sitting up straight. Where’s your inhaler?” 

Deborah’s chest was rising and falling fast

Her mouth was open but she had trouble sucking in air

Her face was completely drained of colour

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