I hate you, yet I can't stop loving you.
Sangavi's Pov
I watched in fear, my hands quivering on their own accord and my breath coming out in quick pants, as Caleb took long angry stride towards us, his bloodshot eyes never leaving mine. I bit my bottom lip anxiously wondering what he was going to do. Eden's eye remained on Caleb as he watched him in confusion. My heart was pounding like never before. What have I got myself into. I was caught in the middle of two hot-blooded male who demand attention wherever they go. After what seemed like forever, Caleb stood in front of us, glaring daggers at both us. His jaws were clenched and his nostrils were flaring. Of fuck! I thought. Someone was pissed!
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE BOTH OF YOU DOING HERE?", Caleb roared angrily as he sneered at Eden.
" Nothing man, just came to drop off Sangavi home seeing as it's her last today. What are you doing here?". There was a hint of anger in Eden's voice but it wasn't too obvious but I caught it and judging by Caleb's raised eyebrow, he caught it to.
" Do you think I'm fucking dumb. Does this look like nothing to you, and for your information what I do and where I go is not of your concern. Sangavi here is MY PA not yours so I have the right to see her whenever I want." Caleb spat, venom dripping from every word.
"listen here Caleb, what I do and where I go also doesn't concern you. So go back home." Eden retorted, smirking at him.
Oh boy that was a wrong move. Eden here was messing with the devil himself and I was worried for his safety. I stayed silent not knowing what to say and too scared of interfering.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!", Caleb bellowed furiously before averting his eyes to me.
I gulped audibly, fearing what was to come next. I nibbled on my lips as I started to get nervous and apparently it was a wrong move as his eyes skimmed down towards my lips. I witnessed his eyes darken dangerously before It met my fearful eyes.
" So Ms Carter, I send you here to help Eden with his project yet here you are sucking faces with him. Am I to assume that this is your so called help in his project?", he mocked sarcastically with a smirk on his face, but this wasn't his usual cocky smirk, this was a dangerous one, full of anger and venom.
" I sent you there to help him with his project but what I do I see happening, you going on dates with him and kissing him, what the fuck?" he spat angrily, his jaws clenching and unclenching.
" like I said I did help him with his project and it was successful. What is wrong with you. It is my life I decide what I want to do and who I want to be with. I enjoyed the week I spent with Eden. He was friendly and outgoing, the complete opposite of you. He treated me like I was important and special but you treat me like SHIT!". I was getting really emotional now and there was no stopping my rant now. " he took out to lunch, he bought me that red dress I was wearing to the restaurant and we have friendly banter. I feel comfortable with him. But with you it's different. All you do is shout at me and make me feel like crap. You discourage me whilst he encourages me. You embarrass me and humiliate me and punish me for nothing. But Eden has never done that. Now do you see why I like Eden ", I asked staring into his heated eyes. He stood there in silence. He didn't utter a single word but his eyes never left mine. I grew more angry at his silence so I decided to test him. This was no longer me speaking, it was my anger.
" I like Eden so what is wrong with him wanting to kiss me?" I asked still staring at him. That's all it took for him to shake in anger. This was the worst I've seen him so far. He was were narrowed in slits and the anger that was radiating from him was burning me. Stupid me pushed the wrong button. He gritted his teeth and his palms were balled into a fist. I forgot the fact that I was still in my wet clothes and my bra was showing more than ever. Caleb's eyes skimmed over my body, his eyes darkening before pulling me to him. What is he doing.
I looked at him nervously, trying to figure out his next action. He wet his red full lips and leaned towards me, pulling me closer to him. His minty breath fanned my face and his strong masculine cologne engulfed me. In that instant I knew what he was going to do and I wasn't going to let it, not this time. He was a few centimeters away from my lips. I tried to push him to get him off me but he wasn't budging. He continued to move forward and I didn't want that. I wanted our kiss to be genuine and full of love and not like this. Gathering all my strength I pushed him off of me and slapped his face shocking both of us. I never intended for that to happen. I looked at him with shock and worried eyes. I watched as his face changed from confused to shock to pure anger. Anger like I've never seen before. He could easily read the fear in my eyes. He punched the wall directly above my head, leaving a home, making me visibly flinch in fear. I whimpered not knowing what just happened. With one last sneer in my direction, he left slamming the door on his way, leaving a broken me crying on the floor.
what have I just done?
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