Camp Closeted novel Chapter 4

Be normal Micah. Don't be weird. Just stay cal-oh fuck my life.

My heart dropped the second I walked into the camp check in lobby. I felt like I was about to pass out!

I'm actually not ready for this camp, at all.

I unconsciously dropped one of my bags, my surroundings rapidly caving in as I looked around the huge array of ken dolls before my very eyes.

This is not okay! How the hell is it even possible to have this many Calvin Klein models in a single room!

Please don't nosebleed please don't nosebleed.

I awkwardly gathered myself as I walked towards the desk that had a woman sitting behind it, trying to ignore some of the eyes looking at me from the seats.

Why did no one tell me most of these boys were going to look like actual angels? I could've at least tried not to look like a washed up rat today.

I swear I wish a single guy here looked average like me, but everyone stood out.

The lobby was insanely silent, the silence only being broken by me talking to the lady behind the desk.

"Welcome to Camp Closeted, what's your name?" She cheered as I felt myself begin to sweat.

Hot people make me so nervous for some reason and knowing all them are behind me isn't making it feel any better.

"Micah Vallenti." My voice came out softer as usual.

"Ah, here you are!" She spoke to her computer then looking at me. "Welcome to Camp Closeted! Just sit over there and the camp counselor will come and introduce you around the camp. Hope you have a great stay here!" She then politely gestured towards the seats behind me.

The second I turned around I could've sworn my spirit left my body. "Just don't look at them and you'll be okay, breathe!" I whispered to myself as I sat to the nearest empty seat.

Since all the seats were mostly filled I had to sit in between of two of the most gorgeously handsome guys I've ever seen in my life.

I looked down, avoiding all chances of eye contact. Both of their colognes mixed together, greeting my nose with such a spicy yet sweet scent.

This is too much to handle.

"You're sweating." A charmingly smooth voice spoke from my right, immediately making my whole body frozen.

Oh god human interaction! "M-me?" My eyes widened at him like a freak as I stuttered.

I sighed before answering. "W-well I got outed at school and so here I am scared to face the attention for it." I shyly shrugged.

Trevor quietly gasped. "Wait did you go to Amphitrite?"

I nodded my head in response.

"Were you the guy that Brandon exposed?"

I nodded again but this time a lot slower and with my eyes closed.

"Holy crap, what an asshole." Trevor quietly let out, having a saddened tone in his voice. "I'm really sorry."

Just before Trevor could've continued, another voice had already caught all of our attention.

"Hello campers! Sorry for making all of you wait!" A small petite woman spoke out, fixing her clipboard and putting her glasses closer to her eyes. "Most of you already know me, for those who don't, I am your camp counselor Veronica Leigh! Welcome to the camp if your new, we're so excited to have you here! So go ahead and grab your things guys and come follow me." She cheered.

I took a deep breath, trying to collect my thoughts and my stuff.

I am officially not ready for this camp.