Camp Closeted novel Chapter 40

My eyes widened at the brightly lit up suite. I began to feel oddly nervous as luxurious sports cars were parked side to side, indicating how big this event really was.

"Holy shit, Micah I can't do this." Benny quietly whined, some people walking to the party also, dressed very nicely. "These people look like a bunch of 10's and I look like a solid negative 2."

I quickly shook my head as I looked at him. "Benny, not even. We just have to remain calm and not act like they're better than us, which they aren't. No one is better than anybody." I lied, definitely understanding why he didn't feel like going in anymore.

I myself was very underdressed and I feel like someone rich in there is gonna slap me for it and I would happily take it. It's just crazy how much I didn't know how to dress for certain social occasions.

Everyone stood out and we haven't even gotten inside the suite yet. "I'm a bad bitch, I'm a bad bitch." He whispered under his breath. "I'm a Nicki in a sea full of Iggys, I can do this." I couldn't help but laugh as he gave himself the funniest pep talk ever.

A long line began to form as I sighed loudly to myself, shyly glancing around the people that was around us.

Booming music already made it's way into our ears as a few voices in front of the line began to rise in volume. "What do you mean my name is not on that list? I'm Posh's best friend in the whole wide world!" Milan exclaimed, catching some annoyed glances from people. "Please check again!"

"Look dude, I checked it more than 3 times already, you're name is not on the list." Dallas anxiously bit his lip as I examined his black suit. "I'm sorry." He apologized.

Why the hell is Dallas a bodyguard?

Milan sniffed as he began to walk off, muttering something under his breath. "This is so unfair."

After Dallas let a bunch of people in, it was finally our turn. His eyes shimmering at us. "Micah, Benny! I'm surprised you guys are here. I thought you guys hated Posh."

Benny waved him off. "Just here for the drinks so make it quick and let us in already." His heavily curious eyes trying to look inside the suite.

Dallas anxiously breathed out, his eyes looking up from the list and back on us. "Micah, you're name is on the list, but Benny's isn't."

My mouth immediately dropped as Benny snapped his head back. "Wow, of course it isn't! That hating ass bitch." He shook his head to himself as he was visibly embarrassed since what Dallas said was heard by other people in the line. "Micah go and drink for me, I'll just wait back in the cabin." His voice was audibly hurt and he was trying to cover it.

I felt so bad.

My face immediately crinkled as I walked off the line with Benny, Dallas proceeding to let the next people in. "Benny you're stupid if you think I'm leaving you." I let out.

"Leave me or not, I'm still hella dumb for thinking I'd be able to get in that snake filled party. So fucking pathetic." Benny spoke sharply as I jogged to match his angered pace. "I just wanna go home."

"Benny I'm sorry." I blurted out, softening my face at him.

"There's nothing to be sorry for."

My eyes didn't leave his as we continued to walk away. "Look, Benny we don't have to go home and feel bad about ourselves." I immediately stopped walking, gripping onto his wrist to make him look back at me. "Let's go eat somewhere." I suggested as he didn't even look back at me.

Benny's head was dropped down as he didn't respond, my grip quickly letting go of him. "You know, Micah." Benny swallowed as the lump in his throat was audible now. "I can't believe my dumbass really fell for it."

I remained quiet as people walked pass us, the sound of music playing in the distance. "This happened before and I'm so fucking mad that it happened again!" Benny exclaimed, not caring about the people throwing us looks. "Who do think you're throwing a dirty look at bitch!? Your dress looks like it was sewn by a bunch of malnourished rats so don't fucking look at me like that!" My eyes widened as he began to berate a random girl.

"Benny who are you talking to?" I cautiously whispered.

I quickly held him back as he began to look genuinely pissed, the girl responding back. "This is totes haut couture and you can't handle haut couture so I'm sorry I can't say the same for your H&M mess up. Continue letting your skin color blend in the dark, peasant."

My face quickly turned sour at her. "There's no need to speak like that miss-" Benny's voice quickly overpowered mine.

"Peasant? Me? Peasant?" He rapidly looked at me in disbelief. "I know this washed up hairless cat didn't just call me a peasant and try to be racist at the same time!" Benny rapidly became ballistic as I knew I had to hold him or else all hell will break loose. I held him tight as he prepared to fight her, thrashing his body around to run up towards her. "Your haut couture looks like hot shit! Micah I swear, let me go!"

The girl giggled as she adjusted her large pink fur coat, walking closer towards the suite as I kept Benny tightly held in place in efforts to not start up anything. "That's Kaitlyn Chanel Versace Von Gucci for you, jealousy is a disease, hope you feel better!" She threw an air kiss goodbye as I shook my head in disapproval.

"Benny let's go." I softly spoke.

Of course Benny had to get the last word out. "I'd worry more about the STD you probably have girl! Now that's one hell of a disease, hope you're ass don't feel better!" He aggressively air kissed back. "Dumb bitch!"

"Okay Benny that's enough." I tugged onto his arms tighter making his face crinkle at me.

"Why you holding me like I'm crazy!? Let go!" He tiredly exclaimed. "It's not my fault her rude ass was throwing me a dirty look for no reason! Did you hear what she saying back to me? Talking about how I should continue blending into the night, who the fuck says that?" He ranted and I wholeheartedly agreed but I just wanted him to calm down.

"Disgusting human beings exist and we can't do anything about it, Benny, come on." I gestured for him to walk back with me.

"Teach them a lesson, that's what you can do about it." Benny scoffed, fixing his turtle neck. "Jokes on her anyway, I don't care if my glowing skin tone can blend into this gorgeous night because I'm proud of it and I know I'm serving looks! Also, did you hear what that bitch name was?"

"Kaitlyn something something." I quietly responded.

"Kaitlyn Versace I'm a Hoe Washington?" He let out, making me laugh. "I don't remember. If that's her real name though, you know her initials are wack."

"I doubt that's her real name Benny."

Walking back was definitely not easy since Keanu drove us to Posh's suite to begin with and now we don't have a ride back. "These boots are made for strutting around a social event, not walking this depressing ass road." Benny loudly cried. "You don't know anyone that can drive us back? Doesn't Jesse have your number?"

I sighed, glancing at Benny's frown. "I would call him but he said he'd be playing basketball with his friends. I don't wanna bother him."