Avan's POV
"What's all these Avan?" Dad shouted as he threw a hard glare towards me. "I thought you are capable enough to handle the situation but you really shamed me with your action"
"Dad, I don't know how this happened?" I replied to him..
"You don't know?" He growled "is this what you are going to give me as a reason? You don't know?"
I couldn't answer him back. I don't even know when Reese played me for a fool and became pregnant all of a sudden. She really did play dirty tricks with me all the way, seducing and wearing revealing clothes to lure me in. Thinking about it I clenched my fist tightly.
"She has already become pregnant and it's your child isn't it?" Dad asked again.
"Yes" even if I really want to deny, how could I? I know it's my child but thinking about Reese getting pregnant didn't make me feel happy. Rather it felt like I am carrying a huge burden on my shoulder.
"How could you Avan?" Dad roared "you know what kind of situation we are in yet you still went for getting laid with her and impregnating her?"
I shook my head "no it's not dad, I did not have any idea how she got pregnant. Though I accept that we did had sex frequently but I was careful enough. I will never let her pregnant knowingly dad. You know me"
Dad narrowed his eyes at me before turning away and sighing "what do you think? In this kind of situation, if she bears the child then it will only lead the whole pack on the way of destruction. She is not your mate and now that she is pregnant, knowing the personality of Salina, she will definitely try to take the opportunity to force you accept Reese and take the responsibility of the child"
"Dad, do you think they..."
"It doesn't matter. Even if they pre-planned it, they have already succeeded, haven't they? It's not a time to think about how it happened, rather we should try to find how to deal with it" dad said and his gaze turned cold. "You are now the Alpha and sometimes for the goodwill of the pack you need to take hard decision"
"What are you trying to say dad?" I asked as I couldn't understand his words.
Dad looked at me for sometime then said "Avan I know you have your own mind to make decisions. But I am your father and would always think about your goodwill. I have lived my life for too long and have more experience than you, whether it's about ruling the pack or making decisions of life. I have seen many things that you have yet to see. Being an Alpha is not an easy task. Sometimes you need to make your heart stone and decide for a future which might be related to your personal life too. And since you have taken the title and post, it's better if you understand it now"
"Dad, you don't have to worry about it. Since I have inherited the position my first priority is to protect my pack and nothing else. And if I had to make a hard decision for it then I am willing to do it no matter what" I replied showing my determination.
He narrowed his eyes at me "at the cost of your own child?"
"Yes, at the cost of my own-" I stopped in the middle when I understood the sentence I was about to say.
At the cost of my child? I looked at dad stunned. Does he want me to...?
"Dad?"
"Avan I know you are in a hard situation right now but you need to clear your mind and heart to make decisions. I can understand your feelings and as your father I am not willing to see you sad or in despair. So I will leave this choice to you. Think about it clearly then choose wisely" dad said then walked out of the study.
I stood there silly, stunned. I know being an Alpha is not an easy task to handle. I have seen dad how he ruled the pack all his life. There's also sometimes when he was muddled to make decisions and I had seen him having a serious face and took his decision even if it was against his will. And now the same situation is happening with me. I couldn't help but sigh.
I knew Reese was trying to seduce me but I thought it was because she felt bored or because I have not paid much attention to her but never did I think that she would be doing that to have me impregnate her. It was her plan so she could force me down to marry him and give the Luna title. If it was before I would not have thought about it much but now there's no time to think. But what dad said made me startled. At the cost of my own child? Can I do that? Even if I don't feel happy about this child, it's still my own flood and flesh. How could I just abandon it?
If Savannah was here then it wouldn't be a problem at all. She was my mate and she would have enjoyed the benefits as my mate without any problem, all she had to do was accept me and stay behind. I wouldn't have abandoned her no matter what. If she was here, I sighed at the thought. I am already having too many problems to handle and now that Reese is pregnant, she is already giving me more. I really need to talk to her. Thinking this I walked towards Reese's room.
When I entered inside I saw her drinking porridge silently. She looked up when she heard my footsteps.
"You came?" She asked and placed the bowl on the table. The porridge was still half in the bowl.
"You should eat more in this situation" I said as I walked towards her.
"Do you really care for me?" Reese asked, looking at me. Her face was laced with pain.
"How are you feeling?" I ignored her question and sat down on the bed.
"Why are you pretending so much when you don't even care about me?"
I sighed "you don't know anything about the situation I am in"
"Avan I have never interfered in your business and always minded mine. But this time it's different. You are raising questions against this child and I could never accept that" She almost yelled.
My temper flared instantly. I was trying to be gentle to her yet she was just trying to make me angry. I got up from bed and looked at her angrily.
"What do you want me to do? All you know is how to use seduction yet you couldn't rack your brain and try to understand the situation I am in? I thought you are smart but you are worse than idiot"
She gasped "how could you say that Avan? All these years I have been obeying what you said but now that I got pregnant you are accusing me for not understanding you?"
"Isn't it?" a bitter smile appeared on my face "don't tell me everything happened is just an accident. You did planned it beforehand so that you can get an opportunity to use against me"
Her body stiffened and my anger bubbled inside. I was right. I was right that these all were her plan to drag me to the altar. How could I just give into some seduction of a bitch? I thought she was smart enough to handle the situation yet she is the dumbest woman I have ever met in my life.
"Avan, you can't just accuse me like that" suddenly she sobbed "I have loved you for so many years and was patiently waiting for you. I know I am not your mate but still willing to stay by your side, all because I love you so much. I have done all the things you asked without any hesitation. And this time after Savannah ran away, you have become indifferent and started to neglect me. I was scared that you would leave me behind and my heart would bleed everytime I think of that scene in my mind" her sobs become louder "and that...."
"Do you think using a child will give you an advantage?" I gritted my teeth. Even if I felt bad for her, thinking of her planning behind my back just makes me want to curse her down.
"No, don't say like that" she shook her head "you know I would never do that"
"You have already done that. What's the point of denying it now?"
"Avan please, I was just scared and I didn't want to lose you" Reese sobbed again. If it was before I would have felt pity seeing her crying like this but now what I felt inside me was anger. If she was a little thoughtful then she wouldn't have done such a foolish thing.
"Don't use your drama everytime you feel guilty" I said through gritted teeth "I have tolerated all your tantrums thinking you are just a little disturbed facing the situation but you have gone beyond my imagination and planned all these behind my back. I used to think you are a smart woman who can deal with things with maturity but I was wrong. With such an act , how could you even place yourself in Luna's position? You will just disgrace the title. It was such a mistake for me to think you are eligible to be my Luna but thanks to you, you have opened my eyes in time" I turned around not wanting to spend any moment with her.
"Avan, what are you saying? Please don't leave" Reese begged from behind. Her voice filled with anxiety but I didn't turn back.
"You better rest well in your room and behave yourself. After what you have done, the only thing that connects me to you is the child in your womb. If something happens to it, you will take the responsibility of our breaking up" I warned before leaving the room. I could still hear her screaming my name.
But who cares about her when she was the reason who pushed me in such a difficult situation?
Savannah's POV
"I am fine mom" I chuckled "you have been asking the same question for the third time". I shook my head in disbelief. My mother is always like this.
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