Cruel World novel Chapter 47

chap 46

Sarah

She tiredly sighs 'mark please listen to me, just leave it. You will never find something that is going to take me out this prison... why you are ruining your life for me...now you have your own life ...you are managing daddy business now ...so don't spoil it because of me'

Mark yelled at phone ' damn it Sarah ...that's what I hate about you. You just lose hope...why can't you think positive ...I'm telling you there something bigger in this story...if they can find evidence against you so there is sure as hell some evidence favoring you, according to my source that club was in some posh areas which means CCTV footage is everywhere around it...maybe we can find the footage and see who really kidnap tina... so please Sarah don't lose hope. I want you back ...you were never like this before' he said in sadness

Sarah replied 'cause the Sarah you are recalling is dead and I understand what you have told me but don't you think Greys hasn't looked for that CCTV footage you are looking now...they were more desperate than us...'

Mark said in a suspicious tone 'maybe someone doesn't want that footage to be found...'

Sarah rubbed her temple 'still it's a long way for me...but I need you to do something else...can you come back from Australia to NewYork and go to Theo and tell him that I haven't seen my daughter for a year'

Mark lost it 'that fucking bastard lied to you...why he didn't let Ava meet you'

Sarah tears were falling 'i don't know why...even he made a promise to me...so please find out this reason'

Mark tightly said 'those bastards never took my calls and email...I have to personally visit them...n this time I will go with court orders...don't worry I'm coming in 2 weeks...till then I will call Morgan and take out the notice against greys...you will meet your daughter soon'

Sarah took a relief sighs 'thank you mark...I love you'

Mark softly said 'i love you too'

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Roma

'mom you are going to doctor appointment' tom said

Roma gives him a fake sad smile 'of course I'm. I will not neglect my mental issues. I will get better maybe you guys can forgive me'

Roma saw how Tom's eyes melt 'mom ...I forgive you..it's theo who is still little shaken from this but he will get better ...he needs time'

That's what hurt Roma more that his Theo is getting away from her....that Sarah and her daughter made her son distant from her...she will never forget this she will take her revenge soon...n that's why she is going to meet that bitch and show her something special that change her life. Roma evilly smiled and sit in her car.

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Theo

Theo was in his home office, he was looking for a file then he opened the last draw and found the file but was dead stop when he saw a picture of newspaper clip...a picture he had stored here almost year ago but never had the courage to look at. He slowly picked the picture and see how beautiful Sarah looks in a navy blue gown she wore in Miami ....it was their cover picture. Theo unintentionally graces Sarah picture n wished things were different he might fall in love with her. He was keenly looking at every single detail of her wife face body and remembering their bittersweet time...he sometimes wonders how she is doing in jail

He shake his head ...then he heard small baby like voice 'daddy'

He smiled it was his Ava...they both had got so much closer to each other in past weeks...he can say this Ava holds his heart ...she is his biggest weakness and strength too

He saw she was running with her small feet n enter his office 'daddy ...me find you'

Theo laughed ' yes princess you did and it's I find you' he gently corrects her but his Ava was excited to show him something

Ava holds theo legs and theo very easily picked her and put her in his lap

' now show me what you are so excited about' he kissed her pink cheeks n put her red long hair behind her ears.

Ava looked him 'dadda give me this mosic box...he said it's mine and grandma not angry' she brightly smiled

Theo took the same music box that started the whole mess...but Ava innocent smile and her excitement didn't give him the power to get angry at that event

He gently gives her back 'it's really beautiful...you really deserve this..(he playfully poke her nose) and it's music box not music'

Ava giggled n theo stand while holding her n throw her in the air n then picked her ...Ava giggled more and theo also laughed

Theo kissed her hair, said ' do you wanna eat ice cream '

Ava nodes in excitement ...theo called the kitchen to bring ice cream for Ava

'ok till then the ice cream is coming ...daddy needs to work a little, you can sit down on my lap ...where you can watch cartoons on my tablet...till then daddy will look some file, ok baby'

Theo can put her down too but even he gets super busy he doesn't want Ava away from him....his sudden realization how much he loves her made him super protective

He cringed with the memory...that he made in this office when he found out Sarah was pregnant and she was laying on the floor n begging him not to kill her and her baby.....he was not a good person he knew that but his soul was that much tainted he realized now

When the ice cream was brought ...theo put away his file and feed Ava her ice cream...some time she looks so much like Sarah.

Then he heard Ava voice 'wow daddy she is soo preeeety'

Ava pointed at Sarah picture he was holding minutes ago.Theo forget to put it back but since Ava meet her mother monthly then no need to hide this

Theo node with emotions 'yup she is...very beautiful' he voice got shaky little

Ava removed her hair from her face ...'Who is she?'

Theo raised a confused eyebrow 'you don't know her?'

Ava shakes her head and pouts 'Nope'

Theo was little stun...if Ava see Sarah daily then why she saying like that...then it clicks him that Mom never took Ava to meet Sarah...

sarah was right ...she never see her daughter for a year...he feels suffocated by this news...fuck he looks away...fuck Sarah might be thinking that he broke his promise....fuck mom why you did this

Ava timidly then said 'daddy are you angry?'

Theo looks down at her and said softly with a smile 'no baby just thinking something....do you want to know who is she?'

Ava nodes ...Theo sighs he has no idea how she will react....'she is...she is your mother'

He looked at Ava very differently ...Ava was quite a little 'like mama....like Olivia had a mama'

Theo nodes slowly 'yeah she is your mama...'

Ava looks at him with her big golden eyes 'then why she not here?'

Theo composed himself... it's becoming more difficult and uncomfortable for him to explain 'Hmmm she...she is not here...she lives some other place....she has to be there for few years then she will get out'

Ava scratch her red hair' it's a bad place? like grandma said that my mama is bad so she is in a bad place...was she bad daddy' Ava asked in curiosity

Theo frowned that what else his mother was telling her about Sarah ...he gently smiled and shakes his head 'no baby she is not bad (Theo close his eyes and remember Sarah soft smile...her voice ) she was very good....just sometimes people make mistake and they have to say sorry ..so that's why she is not here' Theo carefully used the words to explain her

Ava pout and nods her head 'when she will be back'

Theo sighs and rubs his face 'hmmm very soon but it might take some years...'

Ava lie down her head in Theo chest and Theo protectively kissed her head 'me have to wait ...she can meet me not?'

Theo smiled and awkwardly said 'so you want to meet her...i can arrange something'

Ava excitedly said 'yes please'

Theo gently graced her face surely he can do this for her and maybe he can himself see Sarah and ex[plain her 'then you can meet her this weekend'

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Sarah