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Denied by Destiny: Trapped in the Shadows of the Mate Bond novel Chapter 148

Kala POV 

Can I stay and watch them build a happy life together, or does she leave… 

Do I once again take her away from Father, a Father that was deprived from seeing her grow up….she

stolen from Father’s love

I lived alone once, I can do it again

I can even start my own packFather has founded lands and I have negotiated myself to keep them. Why can I not do the same alone

No, Hector will take her back to his pack. But even thendo I spend my life remaining in the shadows of their mate bond, in her shadows

Is it the right thing to do, she didn’t grow up with Father, she didn’t know our Mother’s pack, Is this what I should doto make it up to her

I love her, I want the best for herand that is building a relationship with Fatherbut can I stand aside and let them be together, let them love another

Watch them grow babies. be the auntie that attends the birthday parties with a smile yet mask the fact that I am dying inside

I can barely feel my wolf, she has shut down on me. She is whimpering, curled up in the corner of my mind retreated into the darkness

Disappointment again and again, rejectionshe feels it more than me at times

I will shield her from that pain

Oh good Luna, the Alpha is just stirring. I’m giving him a sedative to ease the painMy blurry eyes manage to refocus back on the doctor who is retracting liquid from a vial with a syringe, before injecting it into the IV solution bag

A sedative?I shake my head trying to bring myself back

Yes, not much mind. It’s morphine laced with wolfsbane. This is the quickest way to get it into his system. He’ll be drowsy as he comes to, he may even slurtry to encourage him to rest as much as you 

can

Doctor!A nurse frantically pokes her head into the door calling for the doctor

turn to look at her, her eyes apologetic at calling the doctor away but judging by the alarm in the corridor, he was needed elsewhere right now

GoI will watch him!I command, my voice forced, as I take the doctor’s place by my Father’s side. But wait.I call after him. In his hurry he left the vial and syringe on the medicine tray next to me. push the tray aside to gain closer access to Father. His eyes remain closed as I stare at him for a moment, before looking back at the door behind me

My block is up, my only thought is on my father right now. But I feel the strange feeling through the mate 

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bond, a similar feeling to when I rejected Than

He has marked her… 

Frozen, standing by Father’s side, I don’t feel the tears run down my face and drop on the floor beneath 

  1. me

They didn’t even warn me, give me a chance to prepare

I’ll have to put my best acting face on as they make the announcement, as Father plans the marking ceremony in the packunless Hector wants to hold the ceremony

He shouldI think that would be best

Father can go, I can stay and watch the pack here. Keep the borders safe

I can’t watch that. I’m strong, I’m understandingbut I’m not without my faults. I can’t watch them pledge to one another

Kala?My mind is spiralling, and at first, I don’t feel his hand grasp mine until his voice calls out to me

FatherI pull his hand in mine, placing a gentle kiss on it

Relief floods me and I wipe away my silent tears

I had him back.. 

Alora?He winces out

Yes, she’s fine Fathershe’s awake.” 

You’ve seen her?” 

I was heading there, then you woke up. Hector is with her now.I can’t help the bitter tone as I mention 

Hector’s name

I actually regret letting her go, she would have been an asset to me. I was worried she would steal you from me. I was worried I couldn’t fight a twin bond.His words slur, not sounding like him at all. The medicine the doctor gave him was too strong, it was making him delusional

ShhFather you’re dreaming. The doctor said to get some sleep. Try and rest, I’ll be here when 

up.” 

you wake 

Rather than slip back under into unconsciousness, he laughs out. A demonic laugha laugh I have never heard from him before and it shakes me

His hand continues to grip mine, painfully

My eyes dart to the doorway wanting the doctor back. Father was delusional and it made the skin on the back of my neck stand up. Something was wrong

His grip on my hand is so intense that I have to bend in towards him to ease the pain slightly

I couldn’t have influential people in your life Kaia. But I didn’t have the heart to kill her, her only crime was being born second after all

It wasn’t her fault she wasn’t the white wolf. Fate that she would end up at a pack where she had two 

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