Don't Try to Escape, My Wife! novel Chapter 189

Although Nicole agreed on it, he was not very happy. He could felt the reluctance in her heart, but she was compromising for him.

 

That she, like five years ago, she had no sense of self, only relying on Samuel. Once, he enjoyed such a time because he felt loved by a woman was a kind of glory. But now, he also fell in love with her, only to find that it was hopeless and pity for a love of their own to lost themselves.

 

Samuel didn't move, which surprised Nicole.

 

"What's wrong?"

 

"You don't need to care about me. You can do whatever you want to do. I want a wife, a wife with your own personality. You don't need to give you up. Whatever you want to do, I will accompany you.’

 

Samuel said in low voice with hoarseness, and Nicole was moved.

 

She suddenly realized that her efforts might not be as great as she thought.

 

Five years ago, she had been following Samuel and looked at his back, fantasizing when he could stop to look at her, but she never realized that this kind of love was abnormal.

 

If you want to someone to fall in love with you, you have to let him see your virtue but not lose yourself.

 

She was soulless and thoughtless five years ago. She did everything that was to let Samuel to love her.

 

Once upon a time, she was the God's favored one in school and the faculty. She was also popular in school. But since she saw Samuel, she fell in love with him and completely lost herself.

 

In retrospect, there seemed to be few things worth remembering these past eight years.

 

She didn't actively strengthen herself and was not as powerful as Samuel was. She was just idling her time away humbly.

 

How could she be the match for Samuel?

 

As such, how could she be worth of standing by his side and state that she was Samuel's wife?

 

He was born into a rich family. There were so many women that he could choose. Should he be held responsible for her love just because she loved him?

 

No!

 

She did not have any qualification to let Samuel take responsibility for her.

 

Nicole didn't care whether it was guilt or love? She just knew that it was a chance to stay with him.

 

No matter how bad she had been, and no matter what she had missed, now she had a great chance to start again with Samuel.

 

After figuring out everything, she came to realize that she was incompetent before. If she had figured it out earlier, she wouldn't have ended up like this with Samuel.

 

Thanks to the fire five years ago, she didn't lose Samuel. And she also appreciated herself. Although five years had passed, she still loved Samuel. Nicole was even more grateful for the current disaster, which made her cherish her lover more.

 

Nicole had never known better than now what she needed.

 

She wanted to stay with Samuel.

 

She wanted not only to stay with him but to gain his heart, his love and the rest of his life.

 

But she was not going to asking for it. In life, no one could give everything for others for no reason, even if that person was the one he loved most. One must rely on himself to become strong enough to be the perfect match for his lover.

 

She signed, but she was clear what she wanted.

 

She turned to look at the scene outside the window. She suddenly felt the sky was blue and the sun was warm. It was beautiful.

 

How could she refuse all this?

 

She slightly smiled and felt relax.

 

Samuel was confused as well as fascinated.

 

He had not seen Nicole smile for a long time. At least, she had been repressing herself and living cautiously since she came back.

 

But right now, she smiled.

 

Suddenly, it seemed that the sky was clearing up.

 

The gloom in Samuel's heart began to disperse.

 

Samuel didn't know what Nicole thought clearly, but this moment of peace and relief let him relax.

 

He sat next to Nicole and said in low voice, "Do you need a psychologist?"

 

Nicole shook her head and said, "A psychologist can only enlighten me. If I don’t want to face it, it would be useless no matter how you help me. Samuel, thanks.”

 

"Thanks?"

 

"Yes, thank you. I am grateful that you didn't give me up and fell in love with me. No matter how much guilt you have in your love for me, at this moment, I take it seriously. I'm going to ask you again. Do you want to accompany me for the rest of your life? No matter how difficult the future is, and no matter who will oppose us, you are always with me.”