Raina's POV:
As soon as I got home, I ran to the bathroom to take a shower.
I scrubbed every inch of my skin over and over again to get rid of those disgusting people's marks.
The vulgar scenes that I was forced to act in kept flashing through my mind.
I finally seemed to understand that I was nothing more than just a pawn to the Hill family.
They had loved me up until I was beneficial to them.
And when I was no longer in a position to be beneficial to them, they stripped me off my dignity and used me for one last thing.
I hated Susan for losing me and I hated Gary for using me as a bargaining chip to help him get what he wanted. And I hated the heartless and cruel world that I lived in even more.
It took me a long time to calm down and walk out of the bathroom.
Before I got dressed, Gary, the man I used to see as my father but now nothing more than an animal, broke into my room and looked at me with perversion in his eyes.
Feeling uncomfortable under his burning gaze, I took a step back subconsciously.
"This is my room! What are you doing here?"
"Your room? This is my villa, and I can go into any room I want here," Gary sneered as he slowly walked towards me.
I widened my eyes in horror, continuing to retreat.
In the end, my back was against the cold wall, and I could not escape.
The strong smell of alcohol on his breath disgusted me.
"What the hell are you doing?"
"You've been on my mind for a long time now. I needed to use you to get close to Charles before, so I had to restrain my urges. But now that you have failed, you are of no use to me anymore," Gary said in a sarcastic tone, looking at me.
"I have already convinced Chloe and Alice and they'll help me. Please give me more time..." I pleaded.
"Ever since the moment Caroline returned, you were doomed to fail," Gary hissed, sighing with disappointment.
Unwillingly, I shook my head. I was desperate.
"Raina, how was the shoot today? How about I help you recall the scenes you shot today, huh?" Saying that, Gary suddenly burst into obscene laughter.
I immediately figured out that he did it on purpose.
Struggling, I asked him coldly, "Why did you let me act in that kind of a film, Gary? I have no dignity left anymore because of that!" "Don't worry. You were made to wear a mask so that no one can recognize you," Gary comforted me with a smile.
"Are you sure?" I asked hesitantly.
"Of course! After all, you are still the daughter of the Hill family. And if people find out that it was you in that porn movie, then the whole Hill family will be disgraced." Saying that, Gary slowly slid his fingers under my robe and began to caress my body.
The corners of my mouth twitched bitterly and my heart sank.
Considering his character, I knew that he would cut off all ties with me and blame the whole thing on me the moment my role in the porn became news to the world.
And I would be doomed for good when that happened.
"I'll do as you want me to, just please don't use me anymore." Sniffling and sobbing, I continued to plead with him.
"Use you? You really think that you have done something useful for the Hill family? Anything? Sunny and I have been trying our best to turn you into a remarkable heir, but you haven't contributed anything to the family. Who do you think is to blame here?" With a fierce coldness in his eyes, he glared at me.
He looked like a snake in hiding that was making me tremble with fear.
"Can you please let me go?"
"So many men have touched you, so why are you still keeping up the pure act? Hurry up and let me have some fun."
Sneering, he threw me on the bed.
He then pounced on me, pressing me under his body.
Crying miserably, I began to struggle out of desperation.
"You can't do this to me!"
"If those men can touch you, why can't I? After all, I raised you. I would rather enjoy you myself than to let those men take advantage of your body!" With a lewd smile on his lips, Gary tore off my robe.
"Mom, help!" I shouted.
"No one is home now. They are all at the hospital, accompanying Cassie. You can shout as loud as you like. No one is going to hear you!" Gary then unbuckled his belt with a hideous look.
I closed my eyes in humiliation, letting him leave hickeys all over my body.
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