“I am already dying.”
Those words were like a hammer hitting my heart so badly.
For my father to say that his poison has reached the point where it cannot be cured, I had this sense of unwillingness to just watch and allow all of this to happen, when I know I can do something.
“No, there must be a way… I must find a way!” I shook my head vehemently, responding to the unwillingness inside me.
I looked at my father with deep remorse and guilt as I uttered, “I’m sorry… this poison was developed by me… and it harmed you to this extent.”
But my father shook his head and looked at me without any ounce of guilt, “You must not be sorry,”
“In fact… I must be the one to say sorry…” He uttered weakly.
He opened his mouth then shut it again, wanting to say many things. In the end, he said, “Sorry for turning a blind eye on your suffering… I know I can’t count it all but I really regret everything.”
“I know that Lisa and Vanessa treated you badly, but I chose to do anything about it… and made you suffer.” My father’s eyes trembled with guilt as he said these words.
Although I was surprised and had never imagined that my father would one day apologize to me, I have long stopped worrying about those things.
“Father…” I called him once again for the first time ever since my departure in the pack, “Those things are no longer important. The most important thing is to find a way to heal the poison in your body.”
I looked at him, surprise appeared on his face. But I still keep my tears rolling in my eyes relentlessly.
Then there is regret, then finally helplessness. “You have changed a lot…”
“I know it was cruel to let you and Vanessa switch mates at the time, but looking at it now, that decision was correct.”
“I am very happy that you have grown a lot under Blake's influence.” Finally there was a tinge of relief and smile on his face.
Hearing Blake’s name, my body stiffened. I had just made a decision to leave him and I don't even know if he was able to handle my disappearance.
My heart was filled with guilt, however, it did not stop my heart from feeling warm just thinking about him.
Indeed, he had made such a huge change in me that even as I went back to the place where I despised and feared, I was surprised that I was already able to walk in here confidently and unafraid.
He and the silver pack had made me believe in myself that I can do things, in my own way. That I have talents apart from having a situation with my wolf Aurora.
I learned a lot from Blake and the rest, and now those things, I carried it confidently back to the place I once hated.
Seeing that I did not say anything further, my father looked at me and opened his mouth, asking, “Blake… is he good to y-”
But just as he was about to complete his question, Vanessa rushed in suddenly. The door of the room was violently swung as it made a loud sound upon her coming.
Bang!
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