It was such an ugly memory to even think of. The memory I have with him is very painful that I just want to get amnesia and forget about him.
I walked out in the middle of his speech. Aside from I am not interested about him, I don't want him to see me. I am not really sure if he could still remember me, well maybe yes? Maybe not?
When I arrived home, I took a deep breath. I am going to see my children again; I am going to see the reason why I am striving hard throughout the years.
“Nuuu! That's mine!” I heard a very sharp voice.
“I will tell Moma that...that...huhuhu you punched me!” I heard another sharp voice.
I smiled and sighed. So, they are again fighting?
I went inside only to see my one angel almost crying while the other one holding a car toy.
“Loves? Mommy's here.” I announced making them both look at my direction and immediately run to me for a hug.
“Momaaa! Red punched me here!” My baby Blue mumbled pointing his butt.
I looked at my good boy Red that is pouting.
“He punched me first, Moma.” he said pointing his biceps.
I sighed and looked at my two babies. These two are so wild and sweet at the same time. I really don't know what to do sometimes especially that I don't want to hurt them both.
“Say sorry to each other.” I said softly and kneeled in front of them.
“I love you both and I hate it when you fight. Now, say sorry.” I commanded.
They both pouted and glance at each other.
I smiled when they both got awkward with each other.
Time flies so fast. I didn't even know it; it's been 5 years. My babies were both 4 years old. How funny, maybe one of the reasons why I can't move on to Daryl was because our children really look like him.
Maybe I hated him too much while being pregnant that our children copied his looks.
I caress Blue's cheeks. My baby is fat and cute.
I caress Red, his fat cheeks are very red as well. They didn't even copy anything from me.
“Say sorry to each other now.” I commanded my babies.
They were still pouting while slightly glancing at each other. How adorable.
“Sowwy.” Said Blue.
I smiled.
“Sowwy, Blue.” Said Red.
I smiled even more and hugged them both. They will be my strength from this plan I have inside my head.
The more that I wanted to just forget about him. My curiosity from the past keeps on haunting me that I wanted to know. Exactly from his mouth.
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