“Did you already apologize to Uncle Julius?” I asked my two babies.
They pouted and I can see how sharp their upper lips from pouting too much.
“Red, you are older by 2 minutes and you should be the one teaching your little brother the right things.” I told my baby Red.
“Sowwy, Moma. Won't ever do that again. I promise.” He said.
Now my attention was all on my little warrior now. From both of them, Blue is even more naughty. Red is serious as what I had mentioned before.
“Baby? You should apologize to Papa Julius okay?” I asked him sweetly.
He looked at me through the screen, “I didn't bully him. I just told him the truth that he's gay.”
I almost dropped the comb that I was holding while listening to his reasons. Oh, come on, Blue. I can't believe you have this kind of words inside your vocabulary.
“Blue. I'm warning you.” I said calmly but with warning.
“Hayss. Alright. Alright. I never thought that I would ever lie my entire life till now.” He said that made me widen my eyes.
I heard a loud cry from the background, that catlike voice came from Julius who's only peaking behind the door.
“BLUE WALLACE CASTILLO.” I said a bit louder now.
“Sowwy Moma, I love you!” He said and the call ended.
I dropped my back on the headrest of my bed and placed my hand on my face. What the fuck did my son just told me. Where did he get those words? I can't believe they're growing so mean but intelligent at the same time.
I get off the bed and looked at my schedule from the side table. Tomorrow we will go to a beach to have some bikini shoots again.
As I reviewed the bikinis, they cancelled most of the daring ones, they left the one piece bikinis.
I smirked, for sure Daryl did those.
Thinking of him suddenly flashback what happened earlier. Almost have happened to us. And if I didn't hold myself, we would have done that thing.
It's been five years since the last time I did that with someone, and that's the only time we did that. My first and last time.
I even almost forgot how does that thing felt. I never got curious though. That experience is pretty traumatic for me. I got pregnant and that person left me.
Maybe a syndrome that forbids me to do that again with someone.
But of course, this situation can only occur to me. He's married and they're legal, what if they have children as well?
The thought that I can't give my children a whole family is very painful. I don't want this to happen. I always dream of having a family of our own, because this is not their fault, they don't deserve to be hurt like this.
Someday, if they will ask me about their dad, it's too ugly if I'll told them that they are the product of a mistake. The reason why their father was married to someone else, and not to me.
I closed my eyes and sighed. I don't want to overthink because its where depression starts. I don't want to collect negative energies. I don't want.
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