Her Brutal Alpha novel Chapter 25

I was battling with myself for control and my wolf was putting on a fight, she wanted nothing more than to be with her mate fully. And Blaine was not helping as he continued to massage my sides and leave teasing kisses on my neck.

"Blaine, you need to stop." I grit out as I managed to gain control but not without my wolf furiously growling at me.

Whether or not Blaine heard me he continued to tower over me causing my body to pulse.

I pushed at his chest, receiving a growl in return sending shivers of pleasure down my spine as his head was still in the crook of my neck right next to my mark.

I carried on pushing at his chest trying to make a gap between our bodies as his body heat against mine was almost unbearable in the most satisfying way.

Blaine moved his body slightly, but still towered over me as his emerald black eyes looked at me. I could feel his heart beating erratically under my palm and hear as his breathing become heavy. It was a bad mistake because his nostrils flared and in an instant his grip tightened from the smell of my arousal.

"Blaine, please." I said trying to convince him to let go.

"I'm not ready for this, not yet." I began. My mind and body was conflicting with each other. I knew if I didn't get away from Blaine now there was no way I would leave this room without being fully mated to him.

Blaine still didn't say anything but I could see the internal battle he was having with his wolf. His eyes were flickering from his normal forest green eyes to the dark dangerous black of his wolf. Seeing that his wolf was clearly winning I began squirming underneath him in an attempt to loosen his grip only for it to tighten.

"Stop." Blaine growled weakly making me instantly stop. "Stop doing that, you're making it harder to gain control with you practically grinding against me." He said this with his eyes closed making me blush a bright red.

I stayed still hoping that he would move from me soon as the flare in my stomach began arising again including my embarrassment.

About a minute later he slowly removed himself from me and stood to the side of the bed his eyes remaining closed. I struggled to get up as the burning sensations grew stronger and turned painful. I began inhaling and exhaling deeply trying to control the pain.

I thought taking a run would help ease the ache from my heat so I strip off all my clothes and shift into my wolf. With Blaine's house hidden in the middle of the woods, I knew the chance of someone seeing me naked was limited. Not that it bothered me anyway; nudity is part of being a werewolf.

I raced across the clearing and into the deep forest hoping to distract my wolf from her idea of mating.

I was worried since being in heat created a higher chance of a she wolf becoming pregnant especially in her first heat as it clouds our judgement and we're thinking about nothing else other than our mate's touch.

It wasn't that I didn't want to fall pregnant, it was the timing of it and Blaine needed to gain more control of his wolf before we ever considered having children. He would never intentionally harm his own children but his control on his wolf made me vary. Plus we've only known each other for a week, not even that.

It's not uncommon for newly mated couples to conceive within the first few weeks of mating.

My wolf was yipping in excitement at the thought of becoming pregnant by her mate. I was beginning to worry, I knew if I didn't respond to the mating bond with Blaine soon, my wolf would take over as heat would become unbearable to her.