It’s not like I didn’t think about struggling, but I realized there was a slight rejection deep in my heart when my hands were gripped by that warm hand, then my thought was gone.
She raised her head slightly, just like usually when she looked up to me from below, those eyes were making me crazy.
“I’m coming.” She said.
“Oh, okay, no, I mean…”
Suddenly, I went in another world, that feeling was what I never felt before, I felt like becoming a god at this moment.
Didn’t know how much time had gone, it felt like a century had gone, I finally couldn’t hold my impulse inside.
Amanda seemed like she felt something, she wanted to back up and left. But how could I let go of this gorgeous lady at this moment? I used my both hands to press the back of her head, not letting her resist.
Suddenly, the river burst its dikes, and the galaxy flowed.
After a while, I sat on the couch at the opposite side of the desk, hugging my bag and didn’t know what to do, meanwhile Amanda was sitting on her seat, holding a tissue and looking at me with weird eyes.
“Justin, you are brave.”
“No, no, don’t get me wrong, those are just…”
“Just?”
“I…”
“Okay, you can go back first, I will do what I promise you before, do your work and wait for the notice.” She threw the tissue into the bin and laid down on the chair, I wasn’t dared to think much.
What had happened today was making me felt like a god, I suddenly thought that this job wasn’t that worse like I expected.
The next morning, I dressed up myself, I even wore the suit that I left in the cabinet for a long time.
Not because I was going to work, or selling anything, but about that thing.
After I sorted out the things, I took out a stack of cash from my drawer, this was my two months’ salary, it was more than ten thousand Yuan. I saved these for two months’ just for today.
I luxuriously took a taxi and went to the hospital.
“Eh, isn’t this Justin? Come for your sister again?” Because of my unique name, most of the nurses here remembered my name.
“Yah, I’m free by now, I want to pay her medical fee by the way.”
When I opened the door, my sister wasn’t the first person I saw, but a nurse was sitting beside the bed and peeling an apple.
“Bro, what happen? Why do you look so bad?” A hand grabbed my fingers, my sister was worried, then she seemed like thought about something, her face turned bad too, the hands were grabbing me harder.
“I’m fine.” I tapped her hands and gave her a comforting look, then we started talking.
After leaving there, I went to the pay station, but I was told that the two months medical fees were paid by someone else already. After I asked for a couple times, the guy finally told me it was the nurse, Lovely who had paid the bill.
At the hospital’s park, I was sitting alone, holding a cigarette, I stopped smoking since I started do this work, but now, I couldn’t help anymore.
A white figure silently sat beside me and didn’t say anything.
“Here’s fifteen thousand, keep it on you first, I’ll give you more later if this is not enough for you.” I took out all my money from my bag and gave it to her, but she rejected it.
“I know it’s not easy for you right now, also, I’m not lacking money right now, you can slowly pay me back, I’m not in rush.” Lovely said and she looked awkward, she still didn’t dare to look at me.
“Why did you help me?”
I was confused, because there’s a bunch of people in the hospital that needed help, but she only helped me, was she had nowhere to spend her money? This was my real thought actually.
“Because… you are handsome Justin~” Lovely said and felt shy, she ran away,
Leaving me alone feeling the wind out there.
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