Her possessive alpha novel Chapter 21

　　Slapping sounds

　　Nani noticed her hesitation. “Is something the matter?” She asked.

　　“Yes, I’m not sure I wish to be joined to your master.”

　　“But why?”

　　“Because I have a duty to fulfill, a duty to become mated to the moonlight pack’s alpha and to become the moonlight Luna. If he didn’t kidnap me, I would’ve been there fulfilling my duties by now, and I’m not here because I came to be joined to him, I’m here because he kidnapped me.”

　　It all made sense to Nani now, no wonder he hadn’t brought his mate home since the first day he saw her, she thought it strange that he’d been mated and yet no sign of his mate anywhere. So, master kidnapped her? She hadn’t even realized it before. Master was always known for going all out for what he desired, but sometimes he took things too far, TOO far that she sometimes wondered why he did the things he did.

　　“I understand dear, I would’ve been mad if it were me too, but I’d like to ask you an honest question.”

　　“What is it?”

　　“Asides from your duty and all the mate bond drama, what do you really want for yourself? What does your heart want?”

　　“What do I want?” Ava was not really sure if there was such a thing in the cards for her, she’d never been asked that question as all her life, she’d always been given the things the groomers thought would be most suitable for the pack’s future Luna. But within her heart, she knew what she wanted, from the very first day she’d seen her mate, she knew what her heart wanted, but in her world, the one she was born in, the heart doesn’t always get what it wants. The sooner she realized that, the better things would be for everyone.

　　“I don’t know what I want for myself, I don’t know what my heart wants,” Ava finally said.

　　“Think about it dear, and as regards your decision, whether to return or to stay here, or to even start a new life of your own, let it be what you choose, what your heart wants.”

　　“Thank you umm…” Ava then realized that she didn’t even know this nice woman’s name.

　　“Nani, Nani Rosalyn, I am the care taker of the dawn pack, and you can always come to me when you need anything. Always,” informed her.

　　“Thank you, Nani Rosalyn,” Ava flushed.

　　“But nonetheless, I still think you should save your relationship with the master, even though you don’t want to be joined. He’s your mate after all, and he’s the only one who can determine if and when you’ll be released from this place.”