His Human Mate novel (Amelia and Xavier) novel Chapter 19

Xavier's POV

6 months. It has been 6 months since everything happened. Since I went into the darkness. Since I became a monster. Since my mate died.

After she was gone, I couldn't do anything and wanted to isolate myself from this world. But then I realised that's the same mistake my mum did and I can't do the same mistake.

My Kingdom still need me. Amelia always respected my duties I did as an Alpha King and I won't disappoint her. I continued my duties as Alpha King.

No one talks to me properly. Not Nathan, not Angela, not even my mother. Because of that, I had stopped talking. Only when necessary.

Nathan only communicate with me when it comes to the pack and Kingdom. He calls me by my title and nothing more. I wouldn't blame him.

I am the reason his sister is dead. I have become more ruthless and merciless. When Amelia died, she took my light along with her, leaving me in my darkness.

I made sure there were no witches alive anymore in the world. I took everyone down, sparing the kids. I knew how much Amelia loved kids and I couldn't do harm to those kids.

But promised one day, when they grow up, I'll come for them. This is what has become of me. I became a monster.

Here I was torturing a rogue for disrespecting me. He was pleading me, yet I continued my torture on him. This is how I keep my mind busy.

Once I was satisfied, I went back up, when I saw Nathan approaching me. "Alpha King, Alpha Miguel is in the line for you." he said grimly.

I nodded my head and went towards my office. After washing my hands, I picked up my phone. Miguel greeted me from the other line.

"Xavier. How are you?" I just hummed in response. "I have been calling you to come over for months but you refused. But now I need you here."

"For what?" I groaned. After hearing about everything, he has been pestering me to come over to take time off things.

"Rogues." is all he had to say, before I could understand. Rogues has been getting out of control these days. I sighed knowing I had to go there.

"Fine. I'll come over." I said as I put the phone down. I quickly mind linked Nathan to come over. Within seconds he was knocking on my door. I asked him to come in as he entered

"We need to go to Alpha Miguel's territory. Get about 2 men. We will heading over ASAP." I instructed him. He nodded his head and was about to go.

"I am sorry, Nathan. I hope you'll forgive me one day." I whispered. I felt his body tense. He just walked away without saying anything.

I sighed and got up from my sit. I went to her room as I took her hoodie and sniffed it. It immediately calmed me down. I took her photo and caressed it.

"I miss you, little one." I said sighing. "I wish you were here. I wish you could make me the better man that you thought of me."

"Knowing you are not here, kills me. I wish to come to you so badly. But you wouldn't want that. You would want me to live for our Kingdom."

"The children, ask of you everyday. I have no answer for them, little one." I said tearing up. I miss her so much. I wanted her back so badly.

I fell asleep in her bed like everyday clutching onto her teddy bear. When I first saw that, I couldn't contain the smile that spread across my face.

I had imagined her hugging it to sleep. She would have looked so cute. That was the last image in my mind before going into my nightmares.