Hot Men Society Series: Desire of Mr. Fuck Boy novel Chapter 28

JENNIFER'S POV

And here we go.... again! Why was this happening repeatedly from the morning itself? My heartbeat quickened as soon as I moved to the centre of the stage with my ghoonghroo on. I placed my hand on my chest and closing my eyes, I began to take deep breaths. It felt as if my heart would either jump out of my rib-cage and end up falling on the floor or burst within me because of its furious rate of beating.

Condition:- Tachycardia .... Possible reasons... caffaine, alcohol and drugs.... But did I have coffee today? I don't touch alcohol or drugs! Then? I am not that tired so surely not fatigue... But why am I feeling so anxious... why is it...? Hypertension? Am I about to be diagnosed with Alzheimers at a mere age of 27?

My head had been throwing such thoughts to me (see, I have that doctery mindset in my viens) and I was confused as hell. I was freaking out badly. But still, somehow after drinking some water, my breathing came to normal. Once I was ready, I took my position and mam turned on the music.

Silsila yeh chaahat kaa, naa maine bujhne diya

Oo piya.... yeh diya.....

I gracefully stood up from my initial sitting position and cupped my hands signifying a lamp. I began to twirl on one foot across the floor, making one full circle as the background music continued.

Silsila yeh chaahat ka, naa maine bujhne diya

Oo piya... yeh diya....

Naa bujha hai, naa bujhega, meri chaahat kaa diya

Mere piya... ab aajaa re mere piya....

This was one of my favorite iconic songs from the movie Devdas. The song was about a girl waiting for years for her lover to arrive. She had lit a lamp in his name the day he left and had never let it extinguish all these years.

The song was about passion, love and longing for the lover she had been madly in love with.

Is diye sang jal raha mera rom rom ruh

Aur jiya... ab aajaa re mere piya...

Oho mere piya... ab aajaa re mere piyaa...

The song proceeded with the mental and physical anguish the girl was feeling within for being away from the man she loved, as if the distance of numerous oceans between them was setting her body and soul on fire. I moved my hands in a wave pattern showing as if my body had been caught among dazzling flames. I lifted my skirt a little and elegantly walked forward while gliding my stretched foot each side with each step I took.

Dekho yeh pagli deewaani, Duniya se hai yeh anjaani