I Claim Your Love novel Chapter 48

The unpleasant days that followed made Einar into a rotten mess. His dishevelled hair and his puffy eyes contrasted to the soothing atmosphere which he silently watched through the window of his room. He was contempt with the fact that the only heart beating in the entire place was his own. He could see no bodies moving around in the space of his vicinity and he was happy for that. He did not want any company at this time; may be never!

The lush green land and the tall trees that bordered the open ground was a scene to withhold. Einar kept his gaze static when he looked outside the open window. The chirping and murmurs had surprisingly died following the days of his wrath. It seemed as if the birds had also deprived him company like his fellow pack mates. It was already hard and heavy for him. The constant loneliness was making him empty.

His heart wanted joy but his conscience wanted to suffer more.

He took two steps ahead when his desperate ears heard a sound of approaching footsteps. However even before he could make it to the door he was halted abruptly. He grimaced in pain when his eyes landed on the long chains which were affixed to the big metal hooks hinged at the wall all the way to his wrists which were facing the agonising brunt.

The knock on the door alerted him at once as Einar was eager to see who the visitor was. Just as he thought he could have some relief his face became sour as he witnessed his mate standing by the door, waving his hand in acknowledgement. Einar uninterestingly gestured him to go away. The stubborn Elemental huffed in derision and made his way inside. Callan stationed himself on a chair which was parallel to the bed. He narrowed his eyes and kept his gaze stoic at the man in front.

Einar huffed in defeat and shook his head. With piercing pain in his hands and legs laden with the heavy metal, he took measured steps towards the bed. He sat on the bed and without looking at Callan he uttered “You wont leave me even when I am bind by silver.”

Callan smirked and shook his head “You have been in seclusion for quite some time now. I just came to see you.” he squeezed his brows “Is it so bad?”

“Yes it is.” Einar stretched his legs on the bed and rested his back on the adjoining wall “The matter has already escalated beyond my control. I have been stripped of my title and my pack is in a state of vulnerability. There is a lot in my plate Ashton and you showing up every now and then is not helping. I don't want you to burden me anymore.” Einar closed his eyes and leaned his head backwards to the wall.

Callan sat where he was. Thinking; contemplating on what to say. The burning compassion in him was corroding his heart for the former alpha. The strong urge to understand and share Einar’s feeling was making his heart heavy.

It was the pity, the empathy he felt for the man.

Callan had experienced first hand what it was like to be secluded, what it meant to lose something for which you strive hard. Yet in his difficult of times he had his loved ones with him. They supported him, guided him, brought him out of his misery. A privilege which was bereaved from the former alpha. Einar was looked down upon by the entire pack. He wasn’t the hero anymore. Even his own parents were keeping their distance, thinking that he deserved what was happening to him.

However Callan was one of the few people who knew it wasn’t entirely Einar’s fault. If he had had it his way the entire chaos would have never occurred.

Callan softened his gaze as he whispered “I wont do anything. I promise.”

“You don't have to do anything to create trouble.”

A pinch of sadness and pain made its way to Callan’s features. He anticipated the resentful reply but still it hurt. He could understand that Einar was bitter because he was in pain. However had it not been this situation Einar would’ve still reacted the same way. Callan even knew for a fact that somehow Einar was blaming him for his troubles.

It was no secret that Orcus was furious at the entire pack due to the stubborn nature of Einar. To make matters worse Callan had not reached out to the wolf since the time he knew about the truth. In reality it was both Einar and Callan who were at fault in their own proportions and the repercussions had to be endured by the both of them.

Even if Einar denied it, the truth would never change that both their lives were tied for eternity.

Callan sighed and ran his hands through his hair in frustration “Why are we this way?”

“Hmm..?”

“Us; you and me.” he stood from his place in anxiousness “Always fighting. Cant see each other eye to eye sort of thing.” Callan in his own trance chose to sit on the bed near the muscular man. “Doesn’t it bother you?”

The closeness of the Elemental was affecting Einar as his body had started reacting to him. However he kept his face hard and looked intently at his mate “It does not. No one likes you in the pack Ashton. I am no exception.”

Einar’s cold and bitter attitude was making it difficult for Callan to help him. He knew that the muscular man was saying things only to provoke him; make him angry. His obstinate nature would not let him to budge from his stand. However Callan realised that this was no time to ridicule him or make him blameworthy. Rather the troubled state of Einar required a consoling shoulder or support of any kind.

Einar was in pain and he needed help.

Callan put aside his anger and sighed a deep breath to relax himself. He smiled “But you want to like me.”

Einar’s expressions changed as he fumbled with his response “W-What!”

Callan in the very next instant realised what he spoke. He pursed his lip and mentally smacked himself for his uttered words. He reorganised his thoughts and looked at Einar “I-I am a very likeable person.” Callan blinked “Trust me.”

Callan’s contrivances was his way of approaching the man; to reach out to him. However unlike the other times, Einar was finding it difficult to put up with Callan. The agonising days of the past had made his mind heavy. His feeble brain muscles needed rest. “Just go away Ashton.”

Einar was hurting and Callan was distressed by looking at the sight of Einar. “I promised Rosaline to keep you company and not let you feel alone.”

“Is this the only reason you are here?” Einar hopefully gazed at his mate

Callan was aware of the answer which Einar was expecting but this wasn’t the right time to be perfectly honest “Was there something else for which I should be here?” he raised a brow

Einar parted his lips to speak but no concrete words came out from him “No..”

Both the men looked at each other for the longest of the times before Callan sighed in exasperation and looked sideways. The handsome man knew that Einar was ready to walk towards him yet he stayed away. His stubborn self was conflicting his mind in dubiousness while his strong and nonchalant portrayal was making Callan more and more anxious as the days passed by.

It was frustrating.

Callan scowled and accusingly asked Einar “Why cant we be friends?”

“I don’t want to be friends with you.”

“Why not?”

“I don't owe you an explanation for that. I am your superior.”

“You are not the alpha anymore.” In the heat of the moment Callan failed to realise how his words could cause the confidence and self worth of the alpha to crumble in pieces. Einar lowered his dejected eyes and sighed while on the other side Callan bit his lips in embarrassment and shame. He apologetically looked at Einar “I am really sorry. It just slipped.”

Einar huffed “Its the truth, isn't it? Why apologise.”

Einar’s eyes shifted to the side as his puffy eyes looked smaller. He stayed there as if he was a statue. The only proof of his existing was the air he exhaled. Callan was horrified when he saw the condition of his mate. His heart sank and he felt the loss of warmth from the former alpha. To his own surprise a fat tear escaped through his eye and rolled down his cheeks. He swept the bead with the back of his forefinger and looked at it with curiosity. He was astonished by the fact for how Einar’s pain was affecting him.

Callan sighed and cleared his throat “It is my job to be near Rosaline always.” Einar growled in annoyance however the handsome man continued without noticing the jealous growl and lowered his voice “That means I will be close to you as well.” Einar’s eyes softened “It will be best in our interest if we start afresh and build a new relationship.”

The proposal to be close to Callan was tempting but Einar knew better. The undue advancement had already caused troubles from him in the past. He was sure that the handsome man was capable enough to bring the other side of him to the fore which he had hidden for years successfully. The side which dreamed of a life together with him.

Einar slowly shook his head when he deduced the reality of his thoughts. The handsome man was not supposed to be his mate. Neither his pack nor the community would approve of their bond. Moreover Callan was just a human who had limitations. He could be hurt and traumatised as his physiology was feeble and his physical resilience had a limit to it. The human would only prove to be a burden for him.

Even after considering all the downside of it there was still a part of him who was apprehensive to let him go..

Einar rubbished his thoughts as she shook his head vigorously and looked at the man with stern eyes “I don’t want to be your friend Ashton.”

“But why?”

Because my perfidious heart wants to be more than your friend.

Einar took deep steady breaths. His heart beats were raised while his mouth went dry. His eyes focused solely on the deep green, alluring eyes of his mate. He wanted to divert his gaze but was failing miserably. His lips moved but was holding his thoughts to pour out.

What was Callan doing to him?

Einar hated the fact that he had no control over his feelings. His logic stated to be aware of the situation and get rid off the man in front however his mind suggested him to embrace the man and never let him go. He felt drawn in and wanted to pull back, restrain himself from anything that could destroy him forever. He was trapped between his opposite needs.

Einar’s pensive mind was distracted when Callan asked all of a sudden “You haven’t answered my question.”

The former alpha looked at the man with compassion and adoration. Maybe this was the time to let go of all the restrains, of all the tortures and accept his true fate. Let him welcome his destined being with open arms and think about the consequences as they come. Maybe it was finally time to hold Callan tightly in his arms. Love him for all the eternity and declare to the entire world that he belonged to no one else but him.

Einar was transformed in a trance of his own where his rationale mind was devoured of any logical thinking. His hidden feelings had taken over his brain. He slowly raised his body to level his mate and pushed himself towards him. Callan was surprised by the sudden gesture because Einar looked happy and certain. The determination in his eyes was making Callan giddy in a good way.