I Will Escape novel Chapter 120

There is no arguing between us, we both know that decision that we made is the best decision for everybody. I wait for Dominic to come back to the Room before I figure out that he's in the bathroom. I can hear the shower turn on. I don't want to go and get up and go into the bathroom. I can't see him naked I am afraid that I will want him. Knowing that I am not ready for any intimacy. I am struggling with it, I don't know why, but I just can't right now.

As I lie on the bed, I put my hands on my belly and fill our baby's movements. I love feeling our pup move and I am curious to see what we are having but knowing I want to be surprised. I have been pregnant now for almost 3 months. I only have 3 more to go. I am nervous about if I am going to be a good mother hoping that I will be. I am scared that all of this will not be resolved in time that Alex will take advantage and wait until I go into labor to attack. That would be the best time, especially when I will be at my weakest point.

I want to plan an attack first, so I don't have to worry about my child. There is no time to waste before we start planning to attack. Knowing that it's going to be one hell of a fight. Hoping that there won't be any casualties on our side anyhow. I want to be the one that rips Alex's heart from his chest. Knowing that I am pregnant I can't risk the loss of my child just in case he tries to kill my baby. He knows that I will do whatever it takes to protect my baby.

I am so lost in thought I don't even realize that Dominic comes out of the bathroom with nothing more than a towel until he sits right in front of me. I say nothing as I bite my bottom lip trying to resist him but knowing that I will not be able to. I want to fuck him so bad I can't help but to give in to him even though he's not even asking, but I am demanding it.

Pushing him down onto the bed and start to kiss him I began kissing down his neck leading to his hard cock I put it in my mouth and start to suck on his hard cock loving the taste of him not being able to fit his full length in my mouth I begin stroking the rest of his cock with my hand my pussy is getting so wet for him. Listening to his moans are making me even wetter. When he goes to cum in my mouth I swallow I start to cry not even realizing it.

“Sabrina what is wrong baby.” He put me in his arms.

“I'm so sorry, Dominic.” I am so ashamed to react this way to my mate. He is nothing like Alex. Hating that being intimate with my mate reminds of that monster. Wishing that I could just forget about all that has happened to me and just move on from it.

“Sabrina you don't have to be sorry I should have been more sensitive to your situation. I should have stopped you and not allowed you to go through with it.”

As he is holding me into his chest, I don't want to respond, I just want to forget. I want to be happy with my mate, especially because we are about to be parents. How do I do it? How can I just forget all that I have been through the past 3 months. It's not something I can just instantly heal from. I want to go back to how things were before I was captured.

“Sabrina, are you ok? Please answer me you're starting to worry me.”

“Dominic I'm sorry I don't want to tell you all that I have gone through with Alex the past 3 months. I don't want to relive it all by talking about.” 

“Sabrina you don't need to talk to me about it but if you need to, I'm here for you always.”

I get up and go walk into the bathroom. I turn the shower on not wanting to shower but just wanting to cry, not wanting Dominic to hear me. Once I leave all my emotions out, I shut the shower off and walk back out to the bedroom.

I look at Dominic “get Damien, please I need to talk to him as soon as possible.”

It's time to get shit on the road. I need to start planning on defeating the devil's pack. The first step is appointing a Beta my second in command. I know that Damien will get the job done, and he will be an amazing Beta, and he will tell me what he thinks no matter if I am his Alpha.

I get dressed as I wait for Damien to come to my room. It's time to make an appearance to my pack after I appoint my Beta to the pack. We need to start preparing for what is about to come. This isn't going to be easy. By far people are going to die. I want everyone to know what they are being asked. I want them to understand they are going to be risking their lives. That I'm not going to force them to fight if they choose not to. Even though I need them to defeat the devil's pack, they will not be forced.