I Will Escape novel Chapter 127

DOMINIC'S POV

I'm not sure what is going on with Sabrina when I try to approach her. She wants nothing to do with me. As we were being intimate, I thought that she wanted to be intimate just to find that it brought back terrible memories of him. I'm trying to be as understandable as I possibly can be. I 

I realize that she has been through so much I feel it would be better not to push her, but she needs to talk to me. I am her mate and she runs for me. I am just hoping that she isn't afraid of me. I just want to help her fight through whatever she needs help fighting through. I love her so much.

I know that she wants the females of the pack to train, she doesn't want any of the females to go through what she has gone through. Not being able to defend herself. She wants to give them a fighting chance if they are ever captured, so they can at least fight back. Maybe even put up a big even fight that the captures just give up.

I can help her train as many she wolves as she would want to train if she would just let me help her train them. Instead, she blocks me out and ignores me. If she sees me coming she runs in the opposite direction. I missed the person who she was before.

I got to see a glimpse of the person she was. As she was walking past the yard, she ran into some children. The way her face lit up made me so happy. It was the happiest that I have seen her in such a long time, with a smile that I knew was real and was not fake. I watched as she played with the girls, and I knew that she loved every second of it.

I know that she is confused by all the duties that she is falling into with becoming alpha. I could help her. I think she forgets that I was also the alpha of my pack. I think that she is trying to do everything herself to not bother anybody with anything. I want to be there for her and help her with her every need.

As dinner is starting I am looking for her, but she is nowhere to be seen I see Tanya storming out of the cabin, I wait for her as she is approaching

"Sabrina is not joining us for dinner she's going to eat with the ladies who serve us,"

I can tell that Tonya is mad, I'm not really sure why it is great that Sabrina is helping them. I think Tonya is becoming jealous of other people spending time with Sabrina. She wants Sabrina all to herself. I don't blame her, I want her to myself as well. I want to be with her at all fucking times, and I'm struggling to give her space, and I am hating it.

We don't talk while we eat, when Sabrina goes to make her announcement I can tell the crowd is surprised by her words. Most Alpha's do not treat all wolves in the pack the same. Some are looked down on, and she is trying to remind all of us there is importance to all the members in the pack that we need to respect and help those who help us daily.