I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 109

Selena pov

Feeling his chest rise and fall under my head I listen to his steady heartbeats, some part of me is afraid it will stop if I take my head away from him.

I woke up earlier when I started to feel hot, knew even before the pain started in my body what was about to happen.

"Kian I need for you to wake up! I want you to open your eyes and talk to me, I miss hearing your voice!" I say when I'm hit with a lot of pain. Digging my nails into his skin where I'm holding my hands, it takes a moment before the pain starts to subside a bit and I can take a large breath.

Hearing a soft knock on the door before it's opened and Emma comes walking inside. I knew she would come when the heat would start and I almost start to cry at the sight of her. She walks over to the bed with a tray and places it on the sideboard.

"I have a potion for you, it will help you with the pain! Then I brought you something to eat, you need your strength for both of you!" she says and takes a seat on the chair beside the bed when I turn my head and look at Kian for a moment, I don't see any improvement on him at all!

"Come, Selena, he will be here even if you let go for a moment!" I hear Emma say and I guess she knew how I feel about it.

Taking my hands and head away from him I sit up in the bed and make my way over to the edge where Emma is, she gives me a cup with the potion and I take it without hesitation before giving the empty cup back to her.

"you know I will pour you a bath, it will make you feel better and I can see to Kian for a moment when you take some time," Emma says and gets up from her seat and starts to head over to the bathroom. I take the sandwich and start to eat small bites of it while I hear Emma turn on the taps in the bathroom.

Turning my head and look at Kian just to make sure he's there.

Hearing Emma walk back out to where I am I place the half-eaten sandwich on the tray and empty the glass of juice, before turning my head and look at her.

"how long has he been out?" I ask her, I know I was out for a day, and has he been out as long?

"He has been awake from time to time, he where down the night you came in and stayed with you, then in the morning he went to take a shower and Cannon found him in here unconscious on the bathroom floor!" she says and then it means he hasn't been out more than a couple off hours.

"come! The bath is almost ready!" she says and takes my empty glass and places it on the tray before she grabs my arm and starts to help me over to the bathroom.

Walking slowly inside the bathroom and over to the tube, she helps me get the shirt off me!

"I will get you a new one from his closet!" she says when she helps me get inside the tube after I have tossed my underwear on the floor.

Letting my body sink slowly in the water, it's hardly warm and it's perfect, I know I wouldn't be able to stand some hot water right now.

I hear her walk out of the bathroom for a while when I start to wash my body, it feels somewhat better to be clean and after I have washed my hair I rest my head on the edge and close my eyes for a moment when another wave of pain hits my body.