UNWELL
JESS
“Hey, babe. Are you ready? Everything packed?” I asked Luke as I dragged his suitcase out of the bedroom. He was so handsome even though he only wore a pair of slacks and a navy T–shirt. I stood on my tiptoes to kiss him. He walked to the front door and turned around. Suddenly, his face changed, and there was blood. Blood on his shirt, his pants. I looked up, and he was choking. I wanted to run to him, to help him, but I couldn’t move. Why couldn’t I move?
“Luke.”
“Luke!”
I sat up, gasping for air, just in time to make it to the bathroom.
The nausea had been creeping up for weeks, relentless and unforgiving, even now that we were back home. I’d thought that leaving Jakarta’s oppressive heat and humidity behind might help, but it hadn’t. The sickness remained a constant, unsettling reminder of everything that had changed, everything that felt
wrong.
This morning was no different. I stumbled out of bed, the world tilting as I barely made it to the bathroom. Kneeling by the toilet, I gripped the edge, heaving until my body was spent, leaving me slumped against the cool porcelain, my forehead resting on the
seat.
20 Mouser
I closed my eyes, breathing through the dizziness. And in that strange half–awake state, I let my mind wander back to Luke. I could almost feel his presence, steady and comforting, the warmth of his hand rubbing gentle circles on my back. I could almost hear his voice whispering that everything would be alright.
I let myself fall into that fantasy, sinking into it, wanting so desperately to believe that he was here, right beside me.
In my mind, he was holding me, holding my hair back and gently rubbing my back. “You are okay, babe,” he whispered, and I believed him. Even though I still wanted to vomit my guts out, I heard him. Maybe I was dehydrated and hallucinating. If so, it would be worth it.
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