BEHIND THE SCENES
LUKE
I shifted uncomfortably in the stiff studio seat, my back sticky against the faux leather. The lights overhead blazed like a furnace, and I could feel the sweat pooling at the nape of my neck. The host’s sugary voice droned on, but it barely registered. I kept glancing at Josh, who looked ready to snap.
When the host cheerfully announced a commercial break, Josh shot up like a spring. “I need a drink. It’s Satan’s kitchen under these lights,” he muttered, striding off toward the nearest exit.
I cleared my throat, trying to loosen the knot in my chest. Beside me, Sarah shifted slightly, her delicate perfume cutting through the sterile air of the studio. She glanced at me, offering a hesitant smile that didn‘ t quite reach her eyes.
“Strange seeing you here, right?” she said softly. “I mean, we
technically lived together for five months, and then I didn’t see you at all.” Her words trailed off, and she looked away, but not before I caught the flicker of sadness in her eyes.
“You look good,” I blurted, the words tumbling out awkwardly. “Better, I mean. You’re eating?”
What the actual fuck was that? My brain screamed at me. You’re eating? Seriously?
Sarah laughed, the sound breaking the tension. It was light, almost musical, and it eased the tightness in my chest. “Yeah, Luke, I’m eating,” she teased, shaking her head.
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I exhaled, relieved she wasn’t offended by my idiocy. “We owe you our
lives,
You know. Both Josh and I.” The words came out before I could stop them, and I watched as her expression shifted. Her eyes glistened, tears threatening to spill over.
“Makeup,” she murmured, dabbing at her eyes quickly. “They’d kill me if I cried on camera.”
“Sorry,” I muttered, my voice low.
Josh chose that moment to stroll back in, his sharp gaze immediately clocking the change in atmosphere. He froze, his brows furrowing.
“Ah, hell,” he groaned, throwing his hands up. “We said no crying, man. We agreed! Sarah, you can’t cry.” He pointed at her accusingly, though his tone was more exasperated than anything. “Please, we need to seem like we’ve got our shit together, or they’ll delay me starting rehab until my so–called ‘mental state‘ is better.”
Sarah chuckled, wiping her eyes again. “Fine. No crying. I’m good.”
Josh plopped back into his seat, the energy in the room shifting with his presence. “Alright, let’s get through this circus. We’re almost done.”
As the countdown to the next segment began, Saraḥ leaned closer, her voice soft but insistent. “Luke–do you mind staying behind after this… to talk?”
I scratched the back of my neck, the discomfort crawling up my spine. “I, uh, actually have somewhere I need to be,” I mumbled.
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