CHAPTER 60
LUKE
This was wrong.
This was wrong.
I could hear that voice in my head telling me how wrong this was. I had no right. I shouldn’t want this. I know I fucking don deserve this. I don’t deserve her.
The voice in my head wouldn’t stop. It was screaming at me to step back right now. To pull my hands off her, but I fucking can’t. I didn’t want to. The rest of it fades away when I am this close to her. The anger, the darkness, all of it. Just the voice remains, telling me that I am not entitled to this.
Yet…
Here she is, right in front of me, warmth beneath my palm and oh so fucking soft. Her shallow breaths told me she was nervous. I saw her eyes flicker to my erect cock, and she swallowed so hard that I could tell. I’m bigger than average and thicker. That much, I know. The locker room was, after all, a show and tell between the boys and in the locker room, I dominated.
I’d promised her I would be gentle when, in fact, I wanted to be everything but. I wanted to take her right now, sink into her and fuck her against a wall until she screamed my name.
I needed to control myself–if not to the point where I walked
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away right now–at least with her. With this.
Her first time.
Fuck.
I’m taking her virginity. I don’t deserve it.
I
The vice started going off again. shut my eyes, focussing on her, her touch, her scent, the sound of her breaths.
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