Lost Me, Gained Regret (Jane and Bryant Ferguson) novel Chapter 590

"I mean, if I didn't know, it would be one thing. But now that I do, saying no would practically be the same as pulling the plug on him..."

"Don't beat yourself up over it. You two never had the chance to bond as father and daughter. Even if you never visit or care for him, you're not in the wrong."

"The thing about parents and their kids is, you reap what you sow. It's unreasonable for him to expect anything from you based on a connection you didn't choose, like blood or DNA, especially when he never played his part as a father."

I didn't have strong feelings for Victor, but I couldn't stop Ramona from trying to save her own son.

My refusal to sign the papers initially was out of fear, suspecting it was one of Pearl's schemes.

"I get it, Ramona. You don't have to explain it to me. Just promise me you'll take care of yourself. It's okay to worry, but don't stress yourself out. Your health comes first."

"Alright, dear. I understand."

As she patted my head, her eyes were tearful, but her smile was warm and loving, "You're so calm in the face of adversity. The Myers family is in good hands with you. It'll thrive."

"And when my time comes, I'll tell your grandpa down there that we have a wonderful granddaughter named Lilliana."

Hearing her say that always unsettled me, as if she were setting her affairs in order.

I knew nobody lives forever and that a day would come when we'd part.

But there's a difference between passing peacefully of old age and leaving due to an accident or illness.

"I'm not grown up yet; I need you, Ramona. There's so much I still have to learn from you."

I rubbed my belly, "Besides, your great-grandchild is still so small. Are you really ready to leave her?"

Ramona placed her hand over mine, her tone soft, "My dear, I will be waiting for you."

Victor's surgery stretched from dawn to dusk.

The hospital, bustling during the day, grew quiet and empty as night fell.

The bodyguard brought dinner, but Ramona barely touched hers.

Seeing her struggle, I didn't push it and quietly ate. The little one inside me needed nourishment.

And Gregory, he hadn't replied to any messages.

I even tried calling, but couldn't get through to Lucius either.