Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 394

 Episode-394

 Angela’s POV:

   I looked at my phone

stunned, My hands were shaking because I was nervous. I got a call from Queen’s

assistant that she wants to talk to me… wow… I am really scared about this….

I got dressed quickly because I don’t want to be late since

she called me first….

Soon enough I was waiting for Queen, I was waiting in the top

floor of her fashion building… This is so royal yet so modern…. it appears to

be a personal area. I see lot of pictures of these Royal siblings… and this

place has lot of plants too.

  I couldn’t help my

curiosity, I picked one picture frame, it has all the 4 siblings, I noticed

Aaron in that picture… he is so little in it… so cute…. even his siblings looks

less scary…

 I heard footsteps, I

turned to see the Queen behind me. Her eyes went to my hand, I kept the frame

aside in hurry and said, “I am sorry…. Your Highness… But.. I just thought they

looks cute in it…”

   Queen said, “Have a

seat….” She is still cold to me.

  I sat in front of

her, Queen said, “I don’t favor you for my son…. I don’t want to give you false

hope, maybe I can’t stop you both… since you all are grown up and think for

yourself”

I am just revising her words, Queen poured me tea and some

for herself. She picked the cup with her graceful hands, she looks out and

said, “Truth is… I never knew how to control my kids… I never wanted that…. you

and Aaron don’t need my vision or anything…. I am helpless here…..”

 Why her words sounds

so heavy that my shoulders are hurting…. my ears are blocking… Maybe I am

little too scared of her…

  She looks at me stone

cold, I said, “No… Aaron wants you to be happy on our relationship… and so do

I… you are his mother… Your words are important….”

   Queen said, “What

words you speak?... it doesn’t match together….” she.. she is mocking me…

  I pressed my lips

together…

She added, “Just like you…. I grew up without love…. I lived

as an extra…. as worthless to my own parents…. and Love never ran to me easy…..

But I didn’t choose to lose my kindness…. I didn’t choose to hurt anyone…. if I

thought like you, then I should have murdered my family long ago….”

  I looked at her face

frozen, Her words hurts me… not for myself…. but for her…. and she reminded me

of my wrong choices….

 Queen said, “Kid…..

There are many things that can kill a person…. but….. Regrets kills you alive…..

Maybe you regret your actions, but you can’t do anything to change it…..”

   She sigh…. like she

lost her words….

 I looked down pressing

my lips together. She asked, “What you do for living right now?”

 I said, “My Dad.. He

had apartment buildings… I manage those….” she nod.