My Bestfriend's Brother Shouldn't Know How I Taste free chapter novel Chapter 95

Kristina's pov

This is ridiculous.

I shouldn't be thinking about him. I scrunched up my nose as I looked at myself in the mirror. Justin. I bit into my lower lip, shaking my head and wishing I could remove the sounds of his pleasure grunts beside my ear that day.

I ripped my eyes away from my reflection, ashamed.

Letting out a breath, I brush a comb down my hair and went to pick up my bag for school. However, as I hurl the strap over my shoulder, a surge of nausea crawled up my throat.

I am not stupid. I've noticed the signs and noticed that this has been happening to me frequently. But I didn't want to think about it much. Not when if what I think is happening to me right now could ruin Justin's life further.

A brief flashback of the last words we spoke plunged into my head.

"Dammit Kristina!" Justin growled, pulling out and ripping the condom off his dick. My thighs are still trembling and he's looking down at his dick in disgust.

My heart clenched.

He ran a hand through his hair, letting out so many curses that I had to clench my eyes tightly and swallow. "I'm sorry fuck!" He hissed while tucking himself in while pacing the room.

He looks disheveled because I had made him that way, but what makes me worried is the wild 'I fucked up' look he sported. Regret.

And I can understand that. Even though my heart hurts and my belly coils, I understand that.

"I shouldn't have," he spat. "I took advantage of-

"You didn't," I whispered, finally pushing out words through my closed mouth. I sat up on the desk, fixing my skirt, my eyes unable to see the regret in his so I didn't look at him.

"I'm sorry," I whispered, my voice breaking. God this was hard. Tears welled up in my eyes, fogging my vision however I saw the way he was looking at me and it tore me apart more.

A sob so strong shook my chest. "I came onto you and-

My voice broke and all I want to do was run away and not look back. I'm still so sore but I beg you I'd be able to run so quick without an issue if I could find a fucking backbone right now.

"I could have pushed you away," he groaned, running a hand over his face. "In fact I can't even tell who kissed who first," he winced. "All I know is this should have never happened and you should not have lost something so precious to you to me."

I swallowed. Would it be crazy to admit that I do not feel an ounce of regret?

Justin was my dad's good friend son so we knew each other a bit. He was always closed off and his aura was always dark which never invited others to chat with him well, except for women. Because even with that dark aura, Justin was very and I mean very handsome.