Micaela remembered what had happened last night and the images that appeared in her mind, she became very entangled, but still she chose to talk to the man:
-Carlos, I don't want to lie to you. I don't know if it's true or not nor do I know why I don't remember anything, but I think I may have missed my first time. Are you disappointed in me? Do you still like me?
As she spoke, tears fell incessantly from her eyes.
Micaela really didn't want to lie to him. The more this man mattered to her, the more she was afraid of losing him. If she kept this secret in her chest, she would possibly be upset about this every day without being able to do anything else.
Charles was surprised by her frankness, but the problems that troubled him made him feel distressed. At the same time, he was a little relieved to see that her condition was better than he had imagined.
He very gently took her in his arms and lightly stroked her head:
-Dumb girl, if I tell you that I lost my virginity, do you mind?
Micaela stopped her crying, blushed a little and asked with some bewilderment:
-You're a man, isn't it... isn't it normal among boys?
Carlos raised his eyebrows slightly and joked with her:
-Are you so generous? Don't you want to have everything from me? Don't you want to get my first time?
-Of course I do, but I didn't know you before! -Micela answered him when she heard the man's words.
-Honey, I blame myself for not knowing you before, not protecting you and taking good care of you. No matter what happens, you are and will forever be my best treasure in this world. How is it possible that I don't like you?
-Besides, it's possible that you were too tired yesterday because of the time difference, so your mind was a little confused. Don't overthink it, okay? In my heart, you're the cutest and purest little angel, huh?
She looked into his deep eyes, full of affection and tenderness, her low, appealing voice echoing in his mind: Carlos did not despise her at all, he even said he would appreciate her more and that she was the cutest and purest little angel in the world....
Micaela believed that virginity was extremely valuable and only wanted to give it to her love of life. Now, under these circumstances, Micaela was not sure she could get the recognition of the others in her family and join her family, but in her inner self, this man was the person she wanted to spend the rest of her life with, so last night she had taken the initiative....
Micaela was very moved to hear the man's affectionate statements and hoped very much that the images in her mind yesterday were just false hallucinations....
Micaela sank her face into his neck, and asked in a low, timid voice:
-So, if I can't? What will you do?
What she meant was: if she herself could not overcome the psychological difficulties and did not have the courage to sleep with him in the future, what would he do about it?
Carlos became a little puzzled without understanding what she wanted to express and asked her:
-What do you mean, honey?
Micela, who was really very embarrassed, pulled away from his embrace, turned around and got off the bed with her face already flushed....
-Nothing, forget it. I'm going to brush my teeth....
Carlos suddenly understood everything in an instant, took a step forward at the bathroom door, hugged her from behind and whispered in her ear:
-I can wait for you until you are totally ready to accept me in bed. I just want you and I won't go with anyone else. It doesn't matter if it's your first time or not....
Her face blushed even more.
At this moment, Carlos' phone rang next to the bed. The man gave her a soft kiss on the cheek before releasing her and went to get his cell phone.
Micaela hurried into the bathroom to get ready. When she came out again, she saw that Carlos had already changed into a formal suit. He looked very handsome and elegant.
He opened the closet and motioned for her to come and pick out clothes. Micaela approached the confused man and saw that there were several sets of women's dresses hanging inside. Micaela was a little surprised and asked:
-Are we going to stay here for long?
-No, let's come back after this contract is signed. It takes a few more days or so.
-Then, why are you preparing so many clothes for me?
Carlos looked at those pieces hanging inside the closet, he remembered that his treasure was a woman who didn't ask for much in clothing. But as a man, he always wanted to give her the best, so he had had more clothes made for her....
"How cute and nice my baby is!"
Carlos stroked her head affectionately without answering the question directly and said:
-Change your clothes first.
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